Why does this happen
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- 1y
:(
I just feel so down, my life has been awful since April , I have no sex drive anymore. I miss how simple this used to be and it hurts so much. I don’t know who I am anymore or what to feel.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 1y
I'm sorry. My life's been awful for a long time too now. If you need to talk, we could
Why does this happenWhy does thi...
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@Anonymous Why does tbis have to be like this? Why do you feel like your life is awful ?
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Why does this happen I don't know why it has to be like this... I'm sorry, to you and to me... I don't have anyone in my life who listens to me without trying to prove my feelings wrong, nobody understands me, and it's not all just about OCD but also other issues in my life, and I'm really depressed about religious and relationship existential issues
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@Star1920 Thank you so much
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@Star1920 I read your bio , we are around the same age and you feel self conscious as well? I feel so worried to have sex with someone new . I was with a girl 13-20 years old she broke it off in April and I’ve been a mess since and I’m so stuck I just don’t enjoy life much at all
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Why does this happen I'm sorry. Hope you don't mind if I jump in the convo, but that sounds rough, and I'm sorry you're feeling that way
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Why does this happen @Why does this happen I’m so so sorry, that sounds excruciating. My on-again, off-again ex-fiancé and I are maybe ending soon after three years and I’m a mess from that.
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Anonymous That sounds really tough too. If you need to chat, I can listen :)
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