garden
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MoYeMoYe
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You’ll probably really enjoy it and have no symptoms for nearly a whole day. And then come down and feel much much worse. I’ve stopped taking drugs what affect your serotonin for this reason, you might find the up isn’t worth the down. Just be safe bud, and try not to be alone much in the days after.
Rayow24Rayow24
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- 5y
Mdma depletes your serotonin. The next day your ocd symptoms will be worse.
garden garden
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- 5y
Thanks guys, this is really helpful actually. I know that people tend to take different amounts... and I’ve been told a quarter is enough to not mess you up or whatever? But still, if it’s gonna result in a crazy come down, maaaybe I should just say stay away! It’s bad, but sometimes I fall for peer pressure through. Nobody MAKES me do stuff, but the idea of all my friends doing it, and me staying sober, just makes me feel left out I guess.
bruhhhhbruhhhh
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yeah that’s understandable i can get that but i’m sure whoever you’re with with understand if you don’t want to. but i get it i do the same thing i’m the sober one when i hang out with friends. but i hope they understand and it works out for you !
starboiklemstarboiklem
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- 5y
Yeah i tried mdma once,my ocd vanished completely it was funny thinking about the fact i had ocd :p ,but the next day ocd was like "remember me?" Needless to say it was a terrible day so yeah mdma crash fucks you up if you have ocd but the next day not while high
bruhhhhbruhhhh
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- 5y
MDMA is tough, i’ve have plenty of bad trips on it i’ve have good ones but mainly bad. plus it’s hard to not find any that isn’t laced with something else. so be careful !
MoYeMoYe
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- 5y
That is if you really want to do it. I can’t tell you what to do either way.
garden garden
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- 5y
Hey guys! Sorry it’s been a while. Tomorrow I *might* take mdma. And because it’s my first time, I’m feeling quite worried. I guess I just fear I’ll have a really bad trip? I don’t want to feel this much anxiety, because it’ll ruin it! Does anyone have any tips? Thanks :)
Rayow24Rayow24
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- 5y
Your ocd will probably go away for time mdma is in your system. However Ill recommend you getting some 5htp for after tomorrow. As your serotonin levels will be low and your ocd will be worse than usual. The thoughts might feel more real. 5htp might help with that. Dont use 5htp more than the recommended dosage and not for more than one week. Also dont use it all if youre on ssri. Im not a doctor too. So please take my advice with a grain of salt. I hope you have fun tomorrow and take care ??
garden garden
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Thank you so much. And honestly, your advice massively links to everything I’ve read, so I trust you hahahah! I think it’s the anticipation for it that’s my biggest fear right now. The come up, more than the come down. I just want to enjoy it!!
Rayow24Rayow24
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- 5y
No problem! How did it go?
garden garden
- Date posted
- 5y
Ahhh didn’t happen in the end! Rescheduled though; I think next week! To be honest, I’ve been spiralling badly these last couple days, so maybe it was for the best hahah.
garden garden
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- 5y
Hey guys it’s been so long but I sort of need advice. Mdma heightens feelings of love and stuff and I’m worried I’ll think of a family member when I take it tomorrow and fall inlove with them. What do I do? Is it like that?
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