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When did it all start?
At what age did your OCD begin to develop? I've had mine pretty much ever since I can remember.
At what age did your OCD begin to develop? I've had mine pretty much ever since I can remember.
I never realized until last year that I had OCD, but in the months since self-diagnosing with my therapist, I've realized I've had it for most of my life. I think it began to develop around age 7 for me, not long after my mother had her first brain surgery (correlation, much? š)
@Jersey Jayne I think I first found out about it in middle school, but I can remember having OCD attacks as early as four years old.
Like 5/6
@notrich @notrich I didn't realize so many other people had it at a really young age. I've had it for pretty much all of my life that I can remember, but I remember having my first OCD attacks when I was four years old.
Early high school is when I can think back to moments where I showed signs of
@RyanH School can be a pretty stressful place :/
when i was very little i was diagnosed. id have to set my stuffed animal on my body a certain way and flip his ears to the right spot an even amount of times or id feel like something bad would happen to my family. thatās where it all started lol
@mgirl I can relate to that!
my mother has ocd. She noticed many things i did as a child, but instead of thinking of them as ocd, she just thought of them as things she could āteach out of meā she has a psych degree so in some ways she definitely made my ocd way less worse than it couldāve been, but in other ways growing up i just developed ocd symptoms she either couldnāt catch (internal) or thought was normal kid stuff (avoiding tiles, stressing about tests, existential questions)but my youngest thoughts are a fear of stepping on dark colored tiles,(age 7) and when it came close to STAAR testing in elementary i used to obsessively count things around me to calm me down, but the counting had to end on a certain number (4th grade)
Around 9/10 but I only found out it was OCD about 2 years ago.
4 months ago š Iām so traumatised I feel like Iām forgetting how normal I was before
i was 19 when i got diagnosed but i suspect that i've had it for awhile
I think 12/13 but I donāt think I understood it was ocd like i actually was convinced i was attracted to my family members and hurt my cat
5-6 years old
I think since I was 8, had a severe episode at 15 and didnāt know or get diagnosed until I was 24. One thing is knowing you have OCD and another thing is living through it. Itās so hard!
@yessyess It really is. Especially when you have no support system. :(
My mother says now that she knows I have OCD, she remember seeing compulsive tendencies in me when I was a toddler. I didn't learn that I have OCD until 3 years ago
It started when I was around 12 but it intensified over the past two years when I realized what it was
After giving birth to my first child. Postpartum ocd.
Since I was around 3-4
When I was 8 I was diagnosed! The doctors said I potentially got it from strep throat.
@Lindsey8 I've never heard of having it from that; was it like a contamination thing?
8-9
Around 8 years oldā¦
I was 10 when I was diagnosed, but I had Tics disorder starting around age 5, and signs of OCD at a younger age as well.
Nightmares started at 4
9/10 for me I miss who I was before this menace took over
I have had anxiety and panic attacks my whole life. I remember being in 4th grade having intrusive thoughts and repetitively hand washing. Then it really became noticeable/ more severe from junior high on till my current age I'm 26.
Iām a 20 yr old female, I think Iāve always had ocd but the symptoms didnāt become apparent to me until I was about 17. I feel like thatās where life went downhill for me. OCD attacks everything that is important to me, my sexuality, my morals, even my health. Sometimes I wish I could be a kid again and not have this vicious disease in my head constantly bullying me. But I know I will overcome it one day.
Last year during April I started to experience groinal responses when I looked at kids. I was terrified of what it could mean and decided to attempt two weeks later. The very next day I had those responses I decided to attempt. I didnāt really have the courage to do so at that time but I started experiencing images about disturbing things done to kids and as days went by it got worse. April 16 was the last straw and I couldnāt take it anymore. I ended up in a mental hospital but before I ended up there I had searched up what I was experiencing. Thatās when I started to understand that it was OCD. I felt relieved for a few moments until I felt the urge to get more information. I saw lots and lots of things and many comments saying that it wasnāt normal and that people who went through this were disgusting people who shouldnāt be allowed to roam free. Thatās when my anxiety and fear became worse and I tried to get rid of it but nothing worked. I shook the entire time I was awake, I didnāt have motivation for anything anymore, I just felt so disgusting. In the end, Iām so glad I ended up in that mental hospital or else I wouldnāt be here with my friends and family. Thank you for reading my story, Iām so glad that Iām not alone
So basically I didnāt know till my hocd started. But looking back at my life I had ocd since I was a kid. Like 6-7 years old. First time happening I remember that when I was doing stuff many times I had to say something like a little poem in my head to stop it. Then I had this thing were if I felt my left foot touch the floor 5 times I had to do the touch the floor with my right foot too. Then I had something I guess contamination??? Basically after washing my hands I had a sensation on my hand like I could still āfeelā the germs and I had to wash them again. Then I started having thoughts of my family members getting hurt. I had intrusive thoughts about me hurting my dog. Then I had this obsession that a guy who used to be in my school is looking for me to beat me up. And how itās this obsession about my sexuality even tho I never doubted or questioned it before. Is that possible??? Like can you be born with it? Iām pretty sure both my parents have it too. At least at some level. Take my father for example he had an obsession that he was going to die the moment he turned 30.
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