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Skyline 🕊️ Skyline 🕊️
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- 1y ago
Hey, first I want to say I’m so sorry your feeling all of this. OCD can be so mean some times. I’ve been in really dark places feeling so alone and undeserving because of the thoughts I was having. As a Christian it hurt even more because I couldn’t accept the thoughts. But then I learned that I can’t control my thoughts and that the real me was the sick and depressed person struggling each day because I just wanted this all to stop. You’re not alone. God would never ever abandon you over a disease that you have. If it helps OCD can be seen in brain scans it’s not something imaginary.. it is real and it does cause unwanted thoughts. Jesus died for you so that you could live. When he died he took on your sins and your burdens. You’re free because of him. All you can do is now to thank him is move forward. Do the best you can everyday even if some days are crappy. You deserve so much love and life. YOU KEEP GOING! You’re not alone. We really are some of the strongest people. It’s not fair ❤️🩹
Skyline 🕊️ Skyline 🕊️
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Also, quick tip something that helped was externalizing the thoughts. When you have a thought say “ My ocd is giving me intrusive thoughts today.” And gently move on. If you can’t stop thinking about something say “ My ocd is fixated on the is right now and again gently move on.” Sorry that was a long message but I hope it helped. Sending you so much healing ❤️🩹
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 1y ago
Don’t give up! You are not alone. I have felt that before as well. OCD is not who you truly are. It is really difficult to deal with and I’m sorry you are in a tough spot.
Ryan MullenRyan Mullen
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y ago
You've got this.
ctmontctmont
- Date posted
- 1y ago
You’ve got this. I’m so glad you were able to pull yourself away from the edge. Take things moment by moment and try to keep grounded in the present moment.
Someone99Someone99
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- Date posted
- 1y ago
This is exactly what I go through in an OCD crisis. I'm unable to process emotions, understand my responsibility in order to learn and grow, and accept God's forgiveness and grace. I'd really like to talk to you about all these things.
Someone99Someone99
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- Date posted
- 1y ago
@bekind94 Absolutely. I haven't been on snap in a while so I'll let you know when I'm back on later this evening. Are you ok today?
Someone99Someone99
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y ago
@bekind94 Good. 🙂
Ryan MullenRyan Mullen
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y ago
OCD sucks!!!!! Have you ever seen the vampire diaries?
Someone99Someone99
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y ago
I'll send my snap later when I'm done working. 🙂
Someone99Someone99
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y ago
@bekind94 For some reason snap isn't sending a reset password link. I haven't been in a while and couldn't remember it. 😟 Do you use telegram by any chance?
Someone99Someone99
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- Date posted
- 1y ago
@bekind94 Ok, I set up a new snap. Lol. michaelvh24
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