bm111111
- Date posted
- 1y ago
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I genuinely can't stand my life any longer. I just wanted it all to end
rufusssssrufusssss
- Date posted
- 1y ago
It won't feel like this forever, things always change in life. I'm sorry to hear you're going through this right now, take care
JC1156JC1156
- Date posted
- 1y ago
It gets better. Trust me. I’m having a bad day myself today with OCD. It all feels so real and true but I know it will get better it always does. Sit with anxiety sit with the uncomfortable feelings. Don’t engage in any compulsions I know it’s easier said than done but it is the way out of all of this
Mercat95Mercat95
- Date posted
- 1y ago
I've been where you are many times in the past, and probably will again sometime in the future. But it's true, things will get better; probably not in the short-run, if I'm honest, and probably not in the long-run either, but they will in the medium-run, and for now, that's enough for me. (I actually stole that from John Green who also has OCD. I recommend watching his videos on his Blog Brothers YouTube channel if you haven't already. He's actually helped me a lot). I also recommend getting an animal companion if you can and praying if you can, since both of those things have helped me a lot too, not necessarily with OCD but with coping.
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- Date posted
- 12w ago
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