Psychosis

I've had psychosis due to a Xanax and fentanyl episode. I had a seizure at 1st then then days after I suffered a psychosis episode I was having hallucinations and delusional and ended up being dragged by a moving vehicle and was hospitalized. Both for the seizure and after psychosis. After this I started having groinals to men , and I started to think I was gay . Then I was diagnosed with ocd. I think I have hocd but I'm not sure

Due to a Xanax and fentanyl withdrawal

@Anonymous I took paxil for years and when i went off of it my libido went through the roof lol. Especially with all the shit out there on the internet. So dont let the fact that you have a strong libido make you think youre gay. Its just your hormones rockin. Im sure you love women more.

Does this have anything to do with being gay !

@Anonymous Sexual orientation ocd is usually a case of a heterosexual person reacting to some type of sexual stimuli leading them to believe they might be gay. Bottom line is that when someone is overwhelmingly concerned or obsessed that they are gay it is most likely they are not. Just tell yourself that you have OCD and its going to tell you things that are untrue.

Thanks for your feedback . Did u think u were gay after it happened ?

@Anonymous No. I just absolutely dissociated and nothing felt real. Thankfully, I was able to take a benzodiazepine and fall asleep.

No gay feelings ?

@Anonymous No. I don’t think feeling gay relates to psychosis. You might just be deeply anxious about being gay

@CoolestCrocodilian U don't think I could have hocd ?

@Anonymous You could, but idk you. I know having OCD can’t make you gay. I just don’t believe that’s how sexuality works. With what you have described so far, I don’t believe you experienced psychosis (at least not what is typically described when talking about it), but perhaps severe paranoia and panic about having gay thoughts, perhaps even intrusive gay thoughts, but not likely to be psychosis as a whole..

@CoolestCrocodilian I've had psychosis episode before the groinals . Or at least when I noticed them , I was walking down the street in the freezing cold with no shoes I was having thoughts that people were escaping Earth and I had to save the world with the vibration of music

@Anonymous I think you misspoke in your reply because some of that doesn’t make grammatical sense and I’m most likely reading it wrong, but anyway, unless you were having delusions of being gay, doing something sexual with someone of the same sex, or anything remotely related to being gay, then your issues with psychosis is related to your anxiety about being gay. You most likely are experiencing HOCD if you are obsessively worrying about being perceived as gay, or accidentally doing something that could make you seem gay, but psychosis and OCD aren’t the same. OCD can sometimes develop further into symptoms of psychosis, like extreme paranoia and delusions, but that’s when things get extreme

@Anonymous I read that a groinal response to intrusive thoughts is something your body cannot help most times. You will react accordingly to situations where your body is “stimulated”, but this doesn’t mean you enjoyed it, or want more of it. It is just a natural reaction your body gives. Like pulling your hand from a hot stove or reacting to seeing something gross by cringing. This does seem like a sign of HOCD in a way

Does this have to do with anything about me feeling gay