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I did the exact same thing, I’m pretty sure it went down a dangerous route with me but I was naive and didnt realise and I struggle to forgive myself for it, so I completely understand

I began talking because I was lonely and my ocd was so terrible I needed an escape. It was like a way to not have to think about my problems for a second. We all make mistakes and have regrets, hopefully we can work through these things and come out the other side being kind to ourselves ✨

don’t want to provide reassurance but yeah I think a lot of people did at that age. Knowing others were doing the same things makes me feel so much less alone.

I did the same at that age from combination of loneliness and boredom.