Today, I'm going to lie

So just to clarify, I don't want or need reassurance. I'm just venting. Today I'm selling a car to a big dealer that's a multi million pound business and I'm going to lie to get a bit more money because I've struggled financially so bad for the last year. I know they'll end up just auctioning it off. It stresses me out due to my moral scrupolosity so this is erp for me. Lies, especially white lies caused a lot of grief for me during my life so its hard for me to justify doing it. This is more a case of needs over wants. Gahhhhh 🤯😞

cute taco

Date posted: 1y

I understand I'm sorry you're struggling financially I hope you feel better I love you friend have a good day 🥰❤️❤️❤️

Wolfram

Date posted: 1y

Thank you. I hope you have a good day too

NotSoNewb82

Date posted: 1y

It is hard to be honest without being ripped off. I see haggling as more of a game that both parties are playing and both are aware they’re both playing. There is a lot of acting involved but yeah, I can’t lie for toffee.

Wolfram

Date posted: 1y

I like that perception. I used to haggle before but that was usually with buying

NotSoNewb82

Date posted: 1y

@Wolfram I’m in India as a traveller. If I didn’t play the haggle game I’d starve. I’m not good at it though.

Wolfram

Date posted: 1y

@NotSoNewb82 Fair. I remember haggling over there. I hope you ate better than me last week 🤞

NotSoNewb82

Date posted: 1y

@Wolfram I eat well.

Honeyshark

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 1y

You got this!

Wolfram

Date posted: 1y

Sold. Stressful af but it's over now. Managed to get a little bit more by making up a sob story and feel bad about it but I really need the money

Imnew@this

Date posted: 22w

Therapy today.

(21+ ONLY: TRIGGER WARNING) I have therapy today and I’m nervous. I just started going to therapy and I really like my therapist. She talked to me about doing ERP and I’m really nervous about it. I’m scared to tell her the extent of my OCD, and my themes. I’m scared to tell her about my false memory OCD, because I’m scared that what I did was real and I’m just excusing it as false memory, although I have no memory of it. I’m scared that I am truly a monster and I’m using OCD as an excuse—and that she’ll find out and distance herself. I’m just scared that my whole world is gonna fall apart, all around me.

Godisincontrol

Date posted: 21w

Lying

Please share your experiences with ocd lying to you? Please share anything, thank you.

gabby1356

Date posted: 15w

Sorry it’s long please respond !!!

So today I’m getting my car back from my grandparents bc it had no ac and they fixed it for me the day I gave them the car I was having ocd bc I touched a little tree air freshener no the air freshener itself but the outside of the wrapper and then I touched my steering wheel and I didn’t clean it before I gave it to them and I was having really bad ocd that day about it and now it’s coming back because I’m getting my car back today and I have a cat so I’m just always overthinking bc of her with the things that have chemicals on it common sense makes me feel stupid for feeling this when but I genuinely get overheated having to pick up this car today because I don’t wanna deal with it and it’s hair wash day and laundry day and I feel I should clean my steering wheel and ik I’m gonna have to wash my hands a million times and everything I touched after touching the steering wheel like my phone and the car handles and my front door handles. Should I just try and not do these things bc it’s common sense that doing all the this is necessary but I feel I need to I know I’m just needing reassurance I know I need to do nothing but I always stress about my cat and I go to the laundry mat to do my laundry so I don’t wanna be sitting there overthinking about my steering wheel bc I could of just simply wiped it down but I don’t wanna repeat the cycle of giving in to my ocd

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