Anonymous_anon
- Date posted
- 1y
No one understands
No one would ever understand how it is to be me. I’m in an endless loop. My mind finds new ways to bully me. I’m exhausted and all I can do is cry cry cry. This isn’t the way to live
d.toned.tone
- Date posted
- 1y
I definitely sympathize with how exhausting it is having cyclical thoughts that try to tear you down and make you devalue yourself. Crying is so justified when something that painful feels inescapable. It’s clichéd, but it sometimes helps me to remember what comes up must come down, so the opposite must be true too, right? Wishing you peace from your brain bully and a brighter day ahead ☀️
xokyaxoxokyaxo
- Date posted
- 1y
That is me right now too. I’m sorry you’re going through this too. I know it isn’t a huge comfort but you’re not alone.
777Q777Q
- Date posted
- 1y
Even when people show empathy towards others no one really does know exactly how someone is specifically suffering, unfortunately that is just life . Most people and their problems are unique to them. There is a certain amount of general understanding. But everyone has to be the best version of themselves for themselves and after that assistance to others is good to pursue.
LidushaLidusha
- Date posted
- 1y
This is me 100%. My mind latches to anything to convince me I’m not a good person. So sorry you’re experiencing this too. I am sure a better days will be here soon. Hugs. ❤️
GurlyGurlGurlyGurl
- Date posted
- 1y
If there is nothing to obsess on I create something. It's exhausting.
Rose2006Rose2006
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
No girl I definitely feel you
StudybugStudybug
- Date posted
- 1y
Me right now
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- Date posted
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