Anyone123
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- 1y
How it started ?
I am curious, how your OCD started and how you doubted it was OCD? (It can be any time of OCD)
NicaNica
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- 1y
I was born with OCD from genetics, so it’s always been there.
SavhatesocdSavhatesocd
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
I had OCD as a child but never got proper treatment for it. It wasn’t until earlier this year, I smoked weed on a balcony and was immediately triggered after receiving intrusive thoughts about jumping over while being high. It literally stuck in my brain and I’ve been going through a flare up now for three months. I didn’t think it could ever get this bad but medication and ERP has been helping and I knew if it didn’t happen now it would happen sometime.
PreenaPreena
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- 1y
I was just wondering, is this OCD?- When I pray, I often keep repeating the same phrase until it feels solid or right. Then I have to move onto the next phrase but not in a way that I lose the first phase/the effect of it in me so I have to start again. For example I'm praying to God 'please help my dad to never get cancer' lots of times and then quickly moving onto 'if I break any promises to you god please help them not to count, I'm sorry for ever making them' but if I feel like I've lost the cancer bit I have to start again. I'll feel good after doing it and then start doing a task and then have to do it again.
Anyone123Anyone123
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- 1y
@Anonymous Let me ask you, did this intrusive thought felt like an urge ? Like you were going to do the intrusive thought ?
Anyone123Anyone123
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- 1y
@Anonymous I think it sounds like OCD but it is important to talk with some one how is a specialist in OCD to diagnosed and help you with that! 😊
PreenaPreena
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- 1y
@Anyone123 Sorry, I'm not really sure what you mean by an urge!! But it does feel like I should do it
PreenaPreena
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- 1y
@Anyone123 Also I cant really afford/access therapy right now so I'm just trying to do the best I can with this app :)
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PreenaPreena
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- 1y
I'm so sorry you are going through this :( it's not a reflection of you, OCD just attacks what we value the most. I hope you feel better soon!!
Anonymous80000Anonymous80000
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- 1y
had perfectionism and ocd with my acrobatic tricks for years along with real event ocd for a few years whixh manifested to much worse for this past year which began through covid 19 and PANS
secretlyobsessed2012secretlyobse...
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
I started when I watched a video about schizophrenia in 9th grade, and then idk it just spiraled and I was fine for years and then one day in senior year of highschool I panicked that I was a serial killer and it turns out I was having severe harm ocd.
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