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- 50w ago
No friends
Anyone else just not have any friends I feel so alone and like I have nothing to do Feels like I’m just seeing everyone else do stuff and having fun with friends
Anyone else just not have any friends I feel so alone and like I have nothing to do Feels like I’m just seeing everyone else do stuff and having fun with friends
Yes I feel that a lot and honestly OCD has taken away that experience from me but I realised that I don't want to lose any more opportunities due to OCD and I don't have much friends now either but I'm willing to try
@gom I just feel like I’m out of place when I’m with people
@ambermayx - I am not going to deny and when I'm out and see people laughing and having fun I think to myself these people don't have to go through what I'm going through or that I won't ever be having fun like this but I literally force myself to hang out with people and have fun and new experiences cause that's what OCD does not want me to do and we are here to live our life on our terms and as for feeling out of place, I just say to myself that yes I might have ocd and they might not but who cares if I'm feeling out of sync, I'm here to have fun. Anyways this is what I try to do when OCD comes in and rules my life
@gom Yes thanjtou
@ambermayx *thankyou
I feel it..
@UG We’re not alone
Yes because ocd i kind of stop seeking people or talking to Friends it's hard but remember You are not alone
@Hopeful29 Thankyou
Right here 🧚♀️💯👋
@DanielsWifey thankyou
@ambermayx Thank you too!
Same, I feel like OCD has name me in likeable but I've generally always been pretty lonely. All my supposed friends recently planned a celebration dinner for finishing college without me and I've been so lonely . If o could made some irl friends with OCD or ADHD who understand each other, I would do everything with them
@Rage against the machine I really relate to this and me too if I had friends irl who had ocd or just understood it and were like me
I’ve been feeling so disconnected lately, like I’m not even living my own life. It’s like I’m being controlled by someone else, and I have no say in what’s happening. It’s hard to put this feeling into words, but it’s like I’m here physically, but mentally, I’m just... not. Every day feels like a struggle. I wake up afraid of what’s coming next, almost like I’m bracing myself for the next bad thing to happen. Sometimes, I don’t even want to get out of bed because it feels pointless, like I’m stuck in this loop of fear and doubt. I keep questioning everything, life, my purpose, my choices, and it’s exhausting. I just want to feel like myself again, to feel like I have control, like I’m really here.
TW I’m feeling really bad about myself today. I feel like a fraud and a liar. I’ve been unable to enjoy my time with my girlfriend because I’m bombarded with my thoughts. I’ve been asking for reassurance from so many people and nothing is helping. Nothing makes me feel better anymore and I’m worried that this is just how it’s going to be for forever. I miss when I could just be happy and not overthink so much. I miss being able to get through my days without this crippling anxiety. I’m worried there’s going to be a day where I realize I have no fight left in me
I’m really down and don’t have anyone i feel i can turn to. I’m just so tired of living as myself. I hate who i love with including myself. I feel so worthless. Having ocd on top of it makes me feel like im just a waste of space. I dont know how to stop feeling this way. Or if i deserve to. That’s all :(
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