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Can OCD make you feel like you enjoy it?
Can OCD make you feel like you're enjoying OCD even though that's not the case and you're in mental anguish?
Can OCD make you feel like you're enjoying OCD even though that's not the case and you're in mental anguish?
Exactly how I’m feeling this evening
I'm so sorry 🫂
Have you found any solution?
@Anonymous I’m obviously disgusted by and rejecting the thoughts physically but in my head it all feels warped and makes me question everything and I absolutely hate it I just want it out of my head
@Booklover19 Does OCD ever tell you that you're lying to yourself? Do you ever research non-stop for an answer to satisfy yourself yet it never works?
@Anonymous Not in so many words but it could say that’s how I’m feeling right now
@Booklover19 I'm so so sorry you're dealing with this, has it ever convinced you this is what you like now?
@Anonymous I feel like that’s where I’m at now but I don’t want to accept that and won’t….this should be enough to tell me I’m not a bad person but I guess it’s more nuanced than that
@Booklover19 Please don't give up, you're a good person, please believe that
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The problem is I DO have anxiety, it just feels like I've been swapped around. Like my morals have changed. Like I no longer find it disgusting and more appealing
I’ve been dealing with POCD for months and fake arousal is the worse, especially now it’s changed to when I’m scrolling on an app, etc and happen to come across a child, my Pocd makes me have fake arousal as usually I do a compultion such as trying to stop the arousal from happening such as tending my body, etc. however, recently I’ve enjoyed the fake arousal and wanted it to happen because it feels “nice” and in the moment I “want” the fake arousal over the “child” and in the moment I feel “attracted to the child but after this I’m met with guilt and so so many compultions such as showing, washing my bedding etc etc CAN OCD MAKE YOUT BODY ENJOY SOMETHING!!? Please help!!!
Hi I’m really struggling I was up until 5 am last night getting showers and washing my bedding in stress. I want to know if ocd can do this…. When I get gronal responses it feels nice and last night even tho it was over a child it felt too nice to try to stop it… but can ocd do this, even tho the gronal responses was because of a child. I’m im so much distress due to this. Like they felt genuinely enjoyable and I wanted them but that itself was freaking me out
Okay so In the moment I get intrusive thoughts about children which I hate. I get the gronal responses which I always so many compultions after. My ocd is very bad and I’m showering and changing my bedding around 8 times. Therapists have told me I’m the worse they’ve ever known. That’s how bad my life is atm. I hate this disorder. I want to know if ocd can cause these things as it will help me to fight my compulsions and just except it’s ocd… In the moment the gronal responses are genuinely pleasurable and I struggle to ignore them and stop them, in the moment t I want them even if it was due to a thought of a kid My OCD will tell me I’m aroused I’ll feel aroused then when moving around in my bed it’ll tell me to make my vagina touch my bedding for a feeling while I’m turning over and I purposely do it in the moment… I hate it. After I do so many compilations, it’s not even me it’s like someone else controlling my body When I try to fight my compulsions I think in my mind “I like this anyways” and actually like the thoughts and gronal responses over the children, which then makes me not be able to fight them. For example my ocf was telling me to spray my feet with anti back, but then I tried to fight it and I was thinking to myself “nah l like this one I like this feeling over the kid it’s the real me” like I didn’t even feel stressed from it it’s like I wanted it. Of corse after these I do lots and many compultions Please I just want to know if ocd can do this
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