I did a bad thing when I was a kid. I feel like I dont deserve to move on and dont deserve to be happy. I keep thinking about the damage that I did and I feel like I deserve to be alone . And that I cant be trusted. Any advice?
from ur multiple posts on here i can tell this is absolutely terrifying to you and im feeling the same emotions atm too and its horrifying, did u watch the videos i recommend to you and did they help a little bit?
Honestly I didnt watch all the videos but I will keep watching . Its really terrifying , yeah, and I am sorry that you go trough this too..
@emilyxo17 Hey! Jesus loves you both & believe it or not, he offers forgiveness for everything! You’re not too far gone. 🤍
Be kind to yourself and know that it's OCD that makes you think like this. Everyone makes mistakes, especially in childhood and teenage years. There is nothing you can't forgive yourself for. Don't ruminate about the past. The past is past.
I am trying! Thank you!
@Mitu_001 You're welcome 🙂
Its perfect thank you so much
@Mitu_001 You're welcome. I wish you success in your journey.
Thank you! You too!
Going through the same right now. I have done several bad things, you can accept them and let them be there, feel better!!
Thanks!
Wish you the best
You were a kid. Give yourself a break. As a Catholic priest told me, it's not what you were like then, it's who you are now that matters. I have no idea of your circumstances, but if you wronged someone you could always go back to the person, apologize, and ask for forgiveness. If St. Paul could be forgiven after persecuting Christians, so can you,
I have Real event ocd about things I did as a kid at 12/13. It’s killing me because it really happened but I feel like a different person now completely. my actions disgust me and it makes me feel like i don’t deserve to be alive. I constantly have flashbacks about the events and it sends me into a state of panic, I feel as if my younger self has traumatized my older self. i’m so scared that things I did make this true, i really am a bad person, even though i’m an adult now and would never never ever do that again. I’m so scared. All I want is to be a good person but I keep remembering gross things I did and now I feel like the biggest fraud to friends and family and everything good in my life.
I realised I did a bad thing when I was a kid ... I hurt one of my friend.. I didnt realised then what I did. I am ruminating constantly about it ... I cant get over it and I feel like I dont deserve to get over it. I keep ruminating and ask myself questions ... What should I do?
When I was 12 I made one of the biggest mistake in my entire life. Last night, my brain decided to replay that feeling over and over again to the point of starting to hate myself for it. Now I can't stop thinking that I need to be punished for it, I should never be forgiven and that I am a bad person. My partner should break up with me because I am a bad person and they don't know about it so I don't deserve to be loved at all. I know, however, that I made that mistake a long time ago, that I am a completely different person and that I am a good person now, and that's what matters. But I can't get myself to forgive my past self because if I forgive him, that means I'm a bad person for condoning what I did. Do you have any advice on how to overcome this? Thank you in advance
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