ambermayx
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- 1y
Anxious
why do I keep feeling like this Just wanna cry Just wanna cut I don’t know how to deal with this
CD…CD…
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- 1y
I’m so sorry you feel this way. I struggle with the same issue (or close) The way I cope with wanting to relapse is to go outside. Take myself away from objects I can use. Listen to music. Journal. And sometimes looking back at your progress can help! I wish you the best🫶
ambermayxambermayx
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- 1y
@CD… I just don’t know how else to do with the thoughts atm like my ocd makes me feel so low in my mood all the time it’s exhausting I’m listening to music and scared for when I try to go to sleep Thankyou 🫶
CD…CD…
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- 1y
@ambermayx I’ll always be willing to talk if you need someone
ambermayxambermayx
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@CD… Thankyou I just sometimes struggle to sleep because of too many thoughts
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ambermayxambermayx
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@emilyxo17 thankyou I just feel quite low and feel like I have no one to speak to 🩷
ambermayxambermayx
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@emilyxo17 Thankyou
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