- Date posted
- 1y
real event
so ive dealt with alot of diferent subtypes so ik this is ocd but i also know regardless what i did was wrong and weird, i feel like I deserve nothing good and i need to confess to everyone that i love and that loves me or else im lying and forcing them to love me underfalse pretences even though im a bad person. okay so confession time, starting at the age of twelve hearing my step sister and her gf have sex any time i heard anyone having sex i “ got off” to it including parents or sybling with their partners. it wasnt to the people it was to the noises but now i feel like its irredemable and wrong. and if they knew theyd feel violated the thing is ive always been a very moral person like obsessed with them so ik if i had the knowledge back then i wouldnt have done it i just didnt see anything wrong with it at the time but now of course it ruin my live