Synchronicities

I just need to know. Does anyone experience synchronicities? I feel so freaking alone with this. If I have to explain what it is then you don't experience it. But basically it's just constant coincidences that string together and form messages. I am plagued by it and it's been the single worst source of suffering for years. I have intrusive thoughts but none of them compares even slightly to synchronicities. It's like the universe is hostile and anatogonistic against me. Lately having synchronicities about how my OCD is actually demonic influences and how I'm losing my soul to Satan and how I deserve this because I am evil. When I have a mental breakdown I have synchronicities about demonic entities. And Synchronicities about suffering is a choice and a sin. Which I feel guilt about. Never lets me off the hook, never lets down the pressure, never any mercy. Synchronicities tell me I suffer because I am a sinner and morally and spiritually defeated. It's constantly distressing

Anonymous

Date posted: 1y

Well I feel my OCD is the worst OCD of them all ( I know it’s not a contest lol ) this might be a close second and I have had short spurts of synchronicity‘s in the past…. You may already know it, but I’ll say it anyway the whole point of the book of Job is that when bad things happen one after another while the natural assumption is to blame the almighty feeling you have done so many things wrong which Jobs false comforters and later Job concluded but later corrected by God… while God allows it he doesn’t cause it, satan is the temporary “ruler “of this world 2cor 4:4 the Bible specifically says that God does not cause your problems James 1:13…. While, I’ve heard the theory that ocds are people who have demons I don’t think that’s true because I’ve heard a number of people who have beaten their OCDs through therapy unless you’ve done a ton of atrocities in your life…. I would try to look at it as a subset of a OCD that has to be treated….

livingnightm...

Date posted: 1y

I've done atrocities, which I'm profoundly regretful of. However I've had synchronicities which give the overwhelming impression as having come from God. But I try to rationalize that the OCD isn't coming from Satan nor God but rather the OCD for the synchronicities are of the same theme as my OCD. in my experience considering OCD to be demonic influence just makes the whole thing WAY WORSE. it adds a real power of fear to the illness. And if you'd already dealing with scrupolosity and taboo or evil intrusive thoughts, but rather than considering it to be the malfunction of the brain its literal demons then it causes the sufferer to feel authentically guilty because the intrusive thoughts come from true evil rather than a mental disorder. It's just adds fear to the illness and causes the sufferer to obsess that the intrusive thoughts are a real problem after all. Literal demons. How do you just ignore that?! Rather than the intrusive thoughts are just meaningless compulsions that the brain blurts out because it's antithetical to your values or desires and you doubt that it may actually be real. It's ocd

Anonymous

Date posted: 1y

@livingnightmarehell33 Well one thing to not forget, is that forgiveness applies ESPECIALLY repentant sinners….. assuming your truly sorry about what happened and by what is happening tells me that you’re not a wicked person….(I read an article awhile back ‘weakness or wickedness’) it was eye-opening… God disciplines those whom he loves….heb 12:6 by process of elimination, It means he really loves you…. they are truly hypocritical Christians and just pure wicked people in general who walk this earth and have a clean conscious. Let that sink in. Please…read Hebrews 12:6 then James 1:13 back to back…(that’s truly if you believe in the Bible not everybody does just some parts of it ) it probably won’t cure your intrusive thoughts but it might help you to be a little less hard on yourself…. fun fact….my biggest synchronicity is finding out someone in the bible has my OCD, yes, a Bible writer at a time I can no longer take it boom there it was it really helped me to go on👍

hmi

Date posted: 1y

Heyyy, OCD is scary isn’t it. I find comfort knowing that every human alive is a sinner, every single one. I find comfort in Jesus, knowing that his sacrifice in the cross brought me forgiveness :)

PeterM333

Date posted: 23w

I feel like I'm losing my mind I can't trust it

I keep seeing coupled numbers or angel numbers and having dejvu and in my mind when I get constant Deja Vu which in my mind means something bad is about ti happen I have had it 6 times today 3 in the last hour and I honestly feel like I'm going insane whether its Deja Vu of the numbers it causes me to question every action I make. If I see the numbers or get Deja Vu it dictates my day and I can't live this way anymore. Everyone I try and talk to doesn't understand and there is no way I can ever tell anyone about my violent intrusive thoughts the one time I did my mother called the police. Sorry for the run-on sentences and if it doesn't flow right I'm just really struggling right now and have been for a long time and I just want help I'm scared of my own mind. Thank you for whoever answers this post just one person would sadly make my day.

Magical Thinking OCD

LillyX

Date posted: 13w

Are really odd coincidences common in FM/ocd?

Like things that feel like ‘evidence’ and clues…. It’s like I can’t let these things go. I’m not talking about ‘signs from the universe’ , I mean actual real life things your ocd is using against you. Not reassurance seeking.

Mara_7

Date posted: 12w

Confusing OCD with instinct

Does anyone ever feel like you know you have OCD, but at the same time you think it might actually be you connecting to a higher consciousness or vibration that is trying to control your decisions so that the outcome does not turn out bad kind of like the butterfly effect. It drives me crazy because I know I’m conscious that it’s OCD but at the same time I overthink and feel like it might be a higher power trying to warn me that I’m not doing something right, like example; if I flip the trash can lid a couple more times it’s going to pervert something bad from happening and that why I’m sensing I’m not doing it right, because if I spent a little more time there and if I would have left earlier the outcome would’ve been different. Or say I just fight through it and choose to ignore it, but then I’ll carry that negativity/worry of not feeling like I did it right and will project it out into existence because the thought won’t leave my head and in a way your seeking it out into existence since you keep thinking about it, kind of like an affirmation?

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