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I wish people understood that sometimes it’s an unclean demonic spirit messing with your mind getting you to think bad scary thoughts and then getting you to believe immediately that those thoughts were your own when they are not because clearly that is not who you are nor how your brain operates for the most part and that is proven by your disgust over such intrusive negative thoughts. Oh and then afterwards that unclean evil spirit tries to get you to believe that your a bad person because you had those thoughts even though they blatantly came out of nowhere and you weren’t even trying to purposely have those negative intrusive thoughts. This is a spiritual battle that we’re in and we can’t face it alone, we need Father in Heaven to help us overcome.

I have the same type of intrusive thoughts so you are not alone. They make you feel as if your a disgusting person I hate them so much. You are not alone and I am here if you need anyone at all to talk to