Fiadh2024*
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- 1y
HOCD
HOCD is making me feel like I am in denial of my sexuality..I feel like giving up and coming out but I dont want to.
Ari925Ari925
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- 1y
It’s making me feel that it’s the real truth ( I’ve been doing my exposures) and now the anxiety is gone and letting the thought be there is so surreal and I don’t want to care anymore I know there is nothing wrong with how you identify I’ve just never seen myself that way but I have such trouble dating so it feels like it might be true and I don’t want it to be sigh. We just have to accept anything is possible and live according to our values.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 1y
@Ari925 What exposures do you do, because I also need help with this subtype of OCD..
Fiadh2024*Fiadh2024*
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- 1y
100% agree
Ari925Ari925
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- 1y
@Anonymous This part is scary but I try to think of it as a good thing instead of taboo like looking at the upside of it ? Because really if there was a time to “ figure out “ what you like there is no better time than now and what an amazing thing it is to have the freedom to do so and support of those who care because like this day in age it really isn’t a big deal !!! And if am queer, then that means that whatever makes me happiest will happen!! So yea whenever I have the thoughts I say yea maybe!!! It’s so cool I get to figure this out with out pressure ocd!! But I also don’t need to figure it out right this second !! I got time !!! I trust myself to do what works for me !! ( basically I’m countering ocds bs telling you you need to know now or else and all the other ultimatums it threathens you with.. I’m liek mhmm okay yea I guess but figuring out what you like it’s that crazy of a thing really !!! ) eventually ocd realizes this isn’t actually a threat when you respond to it like … it’s not a threat so the urgency and anxiety will lessen and the thoughts won’t seem so important
Ari925Ari925
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- 1y
@Ari925 Isn’t ** that crazy of a thing
Ari925Ari925
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- 1y
@Ari925 I also say sometimes you know what maybe I am in denial oh well!!! I’m gonna keep focusing on things that are actually important !
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 1y
@Ari925 thank you so much for your response. Means a lot to have some support from someone who actually understands. I like your approach to take your time and have no urgency. I especially find your statement “if I’m queer, then that means whatever makes me happiest will happen.” That’s all I want is to be happy anyway, so I actually find that comforting. Thank you again!!
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