peterateff

Date posted: 6y

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peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m soo sorry that I’m not replying just there’s so many things to do..yes i will travel to Australia.. I miss you ,i love you so Much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m so, so happy you’re going to Australia?! This could be an answer to our prayers! I hope you will get the help you need. I love you too. I did worry about you, but you don’t have to apologize for not replying.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you doing is everything is okay?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m doing well. I’m so, so happy that you might be getting help. When do you go there?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

My leg is getting better❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much and I’m sending you lots of hugs.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you too❤️ I’m better now❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m happy to hear that. I’m still praying for you. I also asked a couple people I know to pray for you a while ago. I didn’t go into a lot of detail about what you’re struggling with.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thanks you soo soo Much it means the world to me❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re more than welcome. How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry to hear that. I hope things get better soon. I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Of course you can!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please don’t apologize! It’s not a problem at all. I’m really sorry you have to repeat a year.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

God be with you and may all things you want to do onday you do it all❤️❤️ You are soo beautiful and successful girl i love you and your heart soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you so much Peter! That’s so nice of you and I wish the same for you. I love you too❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

No I can’t now..we have one year we study so hard and the grade we got this year detrmine what we can study..business is the lowest grades?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I hope you can get your grades up. I’ll be praying for that too. Remember that no matter what your grades are, YOU are not a failure❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much my drear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Noo i love you

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you Peter. I’m sending more hugs.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Goodnight my bestfriend

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Okay. I’m here if you want to talk, but I understand if you want some sleep. It’s very kind of you to call me your best friend. It’s been a long time since someone said that to me. Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I believe it will. You have to keep fighting, praying to God, and asking remember that you are never as alone as you think you are❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

*and remember

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I kove you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I will not get angry with you for doubting yourself. I understand how strong these doubts can be and I know you want to love.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much too.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you for being here..i really dont know what to say

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re more than welcome. You don’t have to say anything. Just keep fighting and don’t give up. I’m here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m here for you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you doung

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m doing okay. I went to a party yesterday and my OCD wasn’t that terrible.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That’s what we’re here for my friend. You’ve also posted other questions on this app and people have been able to relate to them. You are not alone.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No, I want to help you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I love you the same. I have not changed my mind and I see you as everyone else.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

That’s really helped me alot thank you soo much my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re very welcome my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m here if you want to talk about it.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You are so beautiful

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sending you lots of them❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will sleep and I’m not sad because i know you and few people here that i know how beautiful they are and how supporting they are Thank you you and people like you make this world better❤️ Goodnight my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you. Sleep well. Goodnight my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry I didn’t see it..I’m double good today ..tell me about your day my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m happy to hear that. I’m doing pretty well. My aunt had a baby today?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Realllyyyy❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Congratulations❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Girl

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Congratulations dear❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry to hear that. I’m here if you want to talk❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I understand. Please know that your thoughts have never triggered me.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I believe it is OCD but I will love you even if they are from you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I am happy to hear that you will live for that. I truly believe you care now because of everything you’ve said to me. Even if you didn’t care before you met Sara, you do now and that is what matters.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love and accept you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you too you have the greatest heart that i anyone could have

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I hope too my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m still here for you. Please don’t hurt yourself. I remember feeling similar to how you describe, but I got through it and you can too. We don’t actually act on these thoughts.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thanks you soo much❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will sleep don’t worry about me my dear dear dearrrr dearrr friendd don’t woryy

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Ok my dear friend. I love you very, very much. Remember that you are not alone and that I am here for you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I swear i do too and fuck any thought that tells me I don’t i do

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Peter I’m so sorry that you’re thinking like this. I want you to know that I have been broken before too, but I’m not anymore. My OCD was so horrible last year. I was so scared but I’m living so much better now. I really believe that can be you too. Please don’t give up❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much i love you❤️ I will leave my mobile four few days dont worry about me i hope be always happy❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome. I love you so much too❤️. I’ll check on you in a few days❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you my friend..i will take a breath and calm down dont worry ..i cant do thos for the people who care about me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will go to a doctor now wish me luck.i love yoy

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Good luck. I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I will pray for him too. Of course I still love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome. I’m here for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are all of you doing?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I do more

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you. I do believe these thoughts may be from your illness. That’s not me giving you an excuse, it is what I believe.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much i love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are yiu my dear friend

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m doing okay. I’m really tired because I’ve had a long day.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sending you a big hug i need it and i feel i want to give you that hug

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But don’t worry hiv is not transmitted through hugs???

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I’m okay

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No of course I’m not mad at you? Why would I be mad at you? I actually have more stuff to do before I can rest.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please don’t ever feel like you’re wasting my time. I enjoy talking with you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you for always talking to me i love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

A second wind is a new burst of energy that comes when you’re really tired. Of course I don’t love you any less.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you Peter❤️. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I know I said goodnight, but please still don’t hesitate to reach out to me if you want to talk.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

That make me smile❤️ Thank you soo much❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Sara just said a thing that helped me alot..she says lets give a hug yoo all the world to all the killers and bad people out there..this is the firs time i feel like I deserve a hug from her.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️ That was so kind of her! I’m so happy she said that!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

She will loves you soo much if she knows you ..yiu are soo beautiful hearted❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

?❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you too.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m doing okay. I met my cousin yesterday.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

That’s soo good to hear

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m doing well. How is college going?❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are not a devil. You are a human being and it seems to me that you have more of the heart God wants than what a lot of people have. You care about your mistakes. You also have a mental illness that makes you think you are making mistakes that you’re not. I love you and I’m sending you a hug.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please don’t think I’m judging you. I am only trying to help.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome❤️ Yes, I really love you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That’s great news! I know you’re busy, it’s okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you for being here i love you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome. That’s what friends are for. I love you so much too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You don’t have to apologize to me❤️. If these thoughts are from your OCD then you don’t have to be sorry about them.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

My heart goes out to you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m really sorry about that. Those people are wrong to do those things, but we need to love them and help them.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Yes you are right.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

A lot of people disagree with me on this, but let me explain. I do not believe that sexual thoughts are wrong. God put it in us to have these thoughts and feelings and God does not give people sinful thoughts and feelings. I believe it’s wrong to have them towards people of your gender and your relatives because I do not believe that is what God intended. Some people believe that if a man has lustful thoughts about a woman who is not his wife that he is committing adultery. I may be wrong, but when I researched that verse further I came to understand that lust in that verse is not sexual thoughts and feelings, but covetousness. It is wrong for a married man to covet a woman that is not his wife. You are not married and you are not coveting a married woman, so I don’t believe that verse applies to you. Long story short I do not believe that it is wrong for you to have had that thought.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Sorry that reply took so long. It took a few minutes to put together.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Yess!! Many times i think of why what is soo wrong!..your words make soo sense to me. Thankyou❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Don’t appologize mu friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome. It didn’t make sense to me either. I was so confused until I researched that verse❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome. I will keep praying❤️. I’m sorry there isn’t a lot of awareness for OCD in Egypt.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I found these on Pinterest. I hope you like them. “On those days where you’re tempted to settle or just give up because you don’t feel like you’re good enough, remember that God was gracious enough to bring you this far and no matter how hard it gets, He is certainly not about to abandon you now” “You are the person God is preparing as the answer to someone’s prayer”. “God loves us in the space where we can’t possibly love or accept ourselves. That is the beauty and miracle of grace.” “and maybe the most simple truth we can hold on to is that He sees us. In the midst of our muck and our mess, when we’re laying awake at 3am crying to the point it hurts, when we wonder why it feels like nobody cares, He sees us. I know how easy it is to listen to the lie that you’re invisible and that nobody cares. But He isn’t surprised at the stuff we’re going through or the way we feel. He sees and He cares. And He’s walking with us in it, taking us by the hand. ‘I love you and am with you’ is the song God’s been singing over his children from the beginning’.”

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I really still love you. I see you like everyone else even with all your thoughts and the mistakes you’ve made.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You may, absolutely.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you i love you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome. I love you too❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Of course you can love each other.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

What’s going on?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Found these on Pinterest too “It will be okay” “You didn’t come all this way just to stop.”

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Im soo sorry that i made you worried about me..i just felt that i want to tell you i love you and after that I thought that you slept so i slept?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Take a deep breath and remember that they are not you. Don’t fight with them, but try to not let them trouble you emotionally. They mean nothing so you could let them be there and not feel bad about them. If a horrible person came up to you and started insulting you with lies about yourself, it would hurt but you would know that they were lies. You wouldn’t have to worry that those insults were true because you would know that they weren’t.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I really accept you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Of course you can live with this! You can have love and have a normal life and you are respectable.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome and I love you too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s okay. You’re going to get through this.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You will❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I really do love you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m better now my friend❤️ I willbe lost without you

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m so glad you’re feeling better. Don’t ever hesitate to reach out to me.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

That’s soo nice of you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

There’s nothing to forgive because OCD isn’t us. You haven’t done anything wrong.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Are you doing okay my dear friend?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you my friend ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I really am. Thank you for thinking of me.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you that soo good to hear

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No. I see you as another human being who is struggling just as everyone else struggles with something.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You made me feel like there is somebody there will able to love me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love u You o really doo love you thank you soo much for loving a person like me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love u You o really doo love you thank you soo much for loving a person like me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love u You o really doo love you thank you soo much for loving a person like me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love u You o really doo love you thank you soo much for loving a person like me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love u You o really doo love you thank you soo much for loving a person like me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love u You o really doo love you thank you soo much for loving a person like me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too and you’re always welcome. Take a deep breath and get some sleep. Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will do that i love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I never held it against you in the first place❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

She said that we can get help and we will

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

She said that she loves me no matter what

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It’s realeafing to listen this

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will tell you a funny thing?.. i told dad about you and how you helped me.. and dad seems to tell her.. she said to me to thank you soo much for helping and she will pray for you in her prayers

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Oh that’s so good Peter. Keep fighting warrior. You’re going to get through this.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Oh that was so nice of her!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You’re so beautiful you made me smile regardless to all of this

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Tell her she is always welcome and please thank her for her prayers. I will pray for her too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m glad to hear that.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Omg you’re soo beautiful i wish you deeply know how beautiful you are Thankyou soo much i really meant it

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Goodnight my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you and you’re always welcome. Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you soo much and i love this world I don’t want to die

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will goo to my friends and hang out

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That makes me so happy! I love you too. Go have fun!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you so much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I will pray for her. God forgives you for those past thoughts. Please try to forgive yourself. Remember that these current thoughts are OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thankyou my friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’ll be praying for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome. You are not worse than all of them.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you soo much thank you for see me not worse than them. Goodnight ❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much too. You’re welcome. Goodnight, but I’m still here to talk if you want❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I do Peter❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You’re soo beautiful..thank you❤️ I will try to sleep❤️ Goodnight my dear beautiful friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you and you’re welcome. Sleep well. Goodnight❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I do accept you as my friend and that is the truth.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m okay

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I built plenty of snowmen when I was little, but not always with a carrot.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I don’t remember. It’s been a long time.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thankyou for being my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Sure i will

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That my friend is priceless. Pray that He helps you with your doubts.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will pray for me and if we are friend i would like to tell you that i have few things good

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You love God, you want to be good, and you have been very kind to me.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I give you a big hug❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m giving you one too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That depends on who you ask. Some people are afraid of thunder. But I think they’re amazing. They can cause damage, but not always.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Yes they look amazing.! What is your dream job! Mine is to be a drummer in a good band

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And gain money out of it

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That sounds like a nice job. I want to be a caregiver.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh that’s soo beautiful..believe me just believe meeee i meant it you are a one already,you are a beautiful one

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And you know i think people on apps like this ir something needs the most because they have no where to go otherwise they would go to a place or a person to talk to but they probably don’t know where to go so they are here..so you are giving care to the most people needing it..and I thank you soo much about this

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you❤️. That means a lot❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome and I think you’re right. A lot of people I’ve read about on don’t have their family’s support.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you, but I’m quite well.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes we are

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Don’t apologize. Being concerned about that shows that you care about right and wrong. Remember that you are human and no one is perfect. But God’s grace is sufficient for us.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You are right my friend ❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I hope you sleep well and pass the quiz. I love you goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No I’m not mad at you. Ask God to forgive you. I’m proud of you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much i love you❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome. I love you too❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I told her that I’m proud if her just like you told me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I bet she was happy to hear that.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sure because you made me happy by telling me that and thank you soo much for that❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too. Remember these intrusive thoughts are not you and they can be beat. There is also hope for your thoughts that are not intrusive. I’m proud of you because you’re trying to change.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m here. You don’t have to apologize. I thought you might be studying.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Your feelings do matter. I’m hugging you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Of course I do. They’re not from your heart and they don’t mean you have a perverted mind, but I would even then.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I do.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Don’t worry about it Peter. I understand.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome. Goodnight. Sleep well❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too. I’m sorry you’re not well. Does being around them make you feel bad because you are not having as good of a time as them?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you and you are my friend. I’m not wasting my time and you are not a freak. You care about your aunt, but you are emotionally numb. Being numb doesn’t say anything about who you are.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

This will pass, but you are already a friend to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m happy you got to see each other. I will pray that she gets better.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m here to keep you company if you want.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry to hear that. We can chat if it will make you feel less lonely.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m glad she’s well, but sorry to hear she’s depressed. I’m doing well. It makes me happy to talk to you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That sounds fun! What will you do there?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you soo much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That’s so kind of you! You’re always welcome. I’m always here if you want to talk. I’m glad you’re going to travel. Greece must be so beautiful.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And I’m here too anytime if you feel you want to talk to me about anything i think i owe you a lot.❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you Peter. You don’t owe me anything at all, but I do appreciate that❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You’re always soo welcome❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I do understand. Thank you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You are very welcome❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Goodnightmy friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

The long day is over my friend. I know you’re afraid. I’m going to pray it goes well. If you want, we can talk more about it when you’ve slept. I love you so much too. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome. I’m happy that I have made things easier for you. You’re right, you’re not alone. You have God and you have me❤️ Please pray that you can forgive yourself

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you my friend. Everyone has things they don’t do right, but not everyone cares. Even if you don’t feel guilt you care. I love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That makes me so happy to hear Peter! I think a lot of what we feel is perspective. I think that if you try to help people you feel badly toward that it will help you change your perspective of them and make you think of them better. I think that is a very good thing.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

And you’re always welcome for my love.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I promise i will try my best my dear friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh happy thanksgiving my friend I’m sorry I forgot but we don’t have thanksgiving in egypt unfair

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It will get better. You just have to have faith and hold on.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I don’t think I’ve ever been mad at you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome. I have a lot of things wrong with me, so please don’t think I’m perfect. I’m doing okay.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Goodnight my friend. Sleep well. I love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you the same Peter. Nothing has changed.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I had a lot of stuff going on yesterday so I didn’t always have my phone nearby. I do not view you any differently.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh that’s soo bad to hear!..I’m soo sorry to telling you these things while you’re tired!! Please have some rest and you will be you will be okayy I will check on you tomorrow i hope you will be fine I love you too soo much my dear friend and please have some sleep and rest and everything will be okay Goodnight

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please don’t apologize. I really don’t mind. I love you too. I will get some rest but please PLEASE reach out to me if you want to talk. Goodnight.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you today my friend i hope you feel better

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I do feel better. I’m still tired, but I don’t feel like I’m getting sick anymore. Thank you so much for checking on me❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That’s really nice to hear. Please know that I really do feel the same❤️.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you doing my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m happy you’ve been feeling better!! I still think that you may be able to help him someday. Thank you so much for continuing to check on me. I really appreciate it.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Of course I don’t see you any differently! I will keep you and him in prayer.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Did you notice we have over 1,200 comments on this post?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Yesssss i was going to tell you thiss!!?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

My fingers really become stronger for scrolling down every time i want to send you anything?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

We are friends

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes we are friends❤️ We thought we broke a record on one of our last posts, but we’ve gone by that one too!!! You can post without scrolling down, but not read responses. I’ve learned how to scroll really fast!!!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too Peter and I’m so happy I’ve saved you. If you want to keep this post going, we can. If we make a new post I’m sure it won’t take long for it to get long. We could bookmark this post so we can refer back to it if we want to. I’ll let you decide. I hope I’ll be better rested tomorrow. I felt a little sick again today, but it went away.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Sounds good to me❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you feel better?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I do❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You do have great things about you, but you’re human and you’re going to make mistakes. I’m not mad at you. I already knew.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I know❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you❤️. I will❤️. Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you today!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Good thank you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m glad you’re feeling better.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you for checking on me. I really appreciate it❤️ How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m okay my friend❤️ It’s my pleasure❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re a good friend Peter. I love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

That’s make me soo happy❤️ I love you too my dear dear dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Don’t apologize. I thought you might be sleeping. Thank you for your kind words. I don’t know much about other mental illnesses, but I know that being unable to tell if something is real is a sign of OCD. That’s probably why it’s called the doubting disease. I struggle with distinguishing what is real all the time and I’ve heard other people with OCD talk about it. OCD takes what isn’t us and uses it against us by making us think that it is who we really are. I was up high taking pictures of something earlier this year and I had an urge to purposely let my hands drop my phone, but I know I would never want to drop my phone! In fact, most of my OCD revolves around doing something I don’t want to do, like I’m going to do it uncontrollably. And you’re right, it’s incredibly hard for people without OCD to understand it. The person you told about your thoughts evidently doesn’t have OCD or it affects him differently. Everyone gets intrusive thoughts, but people with OCD struggle to move on from them. And you’re right. I am an artist. I’ve been a writer since I was a little girl.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yeah it seems like there’s a few different things that cause OCD. I believe part of it is genetics and that it can be exacerbated by environmental factors, like trauma. I’ve also heard that it’s more likely to manifest during certain age ranges. I think I’ve had symptoms my whole life or at least most of it, but it wasn’t until I was in my teens that it got worse and it wasn’t until I was nineteen that it almost completely debilitated me. Nineteen is one of the ages that it’s common for OCD to manifest at. I was also nineteen when my grandfather died so that may have been traumatic enough to make it worse. I’ve heard that having a vivid imagination might make OCD worse. So even if doesn’t cause OCD, but it may still make it worse for me as a writer.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you. I love you too. I have been through rough times but I’ve seen God use them for beautiful things and I am very happy about that.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry things are still hard for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are not weird. You are a lovely human being. I love you and I’m not mad at you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you soo much don’t ever leave me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Don’t ever stop accepting me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too. I do accept you and I will not leave you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I will definitely pray for you. You are very close to my heart. Maybe you can find a Christian therapist.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Oh good! That’s so good to hear!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m happy to hear that Tony is doing better. I’m sorry you and you’re aunt aren’t doing well. Would you like to talk about what you’re struggling with?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s okay. I’m here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love youu tooo❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Of course He loves you. He sent Jesus to die for you. He desires a heart that loves and desires him and is repentant of sins. He also wants you to know that you are forgiven and forgive yourself.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome my friend. I will keep praying for you❤️ Where in the Bible have you been reading?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s amazing how good things can come out of bad situations. Did it ever occur to you that maybe God allowed this to happen because He loves you so much and wants to draw you to Him?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will sleep❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You helped me a alot today thank you for everything

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Goodnight❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome Peter. I’m glad I was able to help. I love you. Sleep well. Goodnight❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

All you have to do now is confess to God and ask Him to forgive you and help you not judge. Then when you feel yourself judging people ask God for help and change your perspective. He loves you and wants to help you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will thankyou so much

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will thankyou so much

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Good luck my friend. I hope it goes well.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m doing okay.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Good to hear❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I still love you so much. I do not see you any differently. Of course you can love and be loved❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you feel that way. You are not weird and you are not below anyone.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I loge you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You have a beautiful heart that I can’t describe

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome my dear friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you Peter. That’s very kind. I love you too and you are beautiful.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you my friend thanks for being so beautiful

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You can and hug me if you want?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much and I’m sending you lots and lots of hugs.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It means the world to me I thank you soo much my dearest friend❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you my friend

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome my friend. I will pray.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I love you. I believe you are a normal person with a brutal illness. I do not believe you are insane.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I’m sorry Peter. I can’t change them so that they will stay with you but I’m still here.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I love you so much. You’re so important to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

I understand. But I’m still here and I’m still your friend. If I remember correctly when I first responded to your posts I told you it doesn’t matter what you’ve done and that you could make a new life for yourself. I didn’t know what you’d done and I believed it. You’ve told me so many things and I still believe it.

peterateff

Date posted: 5y

I will..please plasee don’t be scared ofr worried i love you soo much i will be okay i promise ..i will go now to a therapist! And i will talk to him and everything will be fine..i love you ky dear friend i will never gonna leave you..

Catlady

Date posted: 5y

Oh thank you Peter. That means so much to me. I love you too. I’m still here for you and I’m not going to give up on you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Catlady

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Sorry for not replying they took my phone and i was in hospital

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Can we talk?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That’s okay. Of course we can talk.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

My dad and my mom are really scared of this .thisnis the third time i went to the hospital

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

They ste trying to make me travael to Australia or to the us

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But I don’t know I’m scared to be alone

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Why?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

One of the things that make me don’t make stupid things ir hurt myself is them and that i know people here

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Why do they want you to go?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Because it’s easier to be undertood by people in these countries not mine

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

They see that in there i will find people that could help me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And understand what I’m in

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And I don’t know wither is this wright or wrong ro go

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Do they believe it’s mental illness or do they just not understand at all?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

An mental illness.. people here don’t see suicidal people in a good way

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

They know but they don’t know how to handle it or what to do or how they can make people understand it

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you think it’s good idea to go?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

People wit mental illness suffer more in countries like mine

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But I don’t want to be alone..i can make really bad things if I’m alone and sad ..i’m afraid i drink alcohol or drugs or things like that

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I think you need to get the help you need. I know suicide isn’t handled well in Egypt. Wherever you go, be careful. Is there anyone in your country that would be able to go with you? If not, you may be able to get help with that. If you were transported directly to a mental hospital you wouldn’t be alone.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I think I should go

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you doing my friendv

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh i dont want to leave

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m doing okay. Remember that if you decide to go it doesn’t mean it’s permanent. But you need help. I won’t tell you to go or stay, but you need to get help.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Is there another country they could send you to that isn’t as far away?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

They think of france either but i have no idea how to talk french

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Maybe this is something you should talk to them about. You need to get help, but that doesn’t mean there aren’t other places you can go. I think it’s worth researching countries where you can get help without language being an issue. Or maybe there’s a way to help people in your situation when there is a difference in languages. I think it would also be good to talk to them about how they help you not hurt yourself. Maybe you can work something else. I’m going to keep praying.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you? Have you made any decisions about where you’re going?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

The next month but .i might be regreted by the embassy

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Oh good. I’m happy to hear that. What will you do if you are rejected by the embassy?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Yess rejected not regreted??? I dont know i will try to go another country like canda or usa

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That’s okay. I knew what you meant. Good. Definitely try somewhere else if Australia doesn’t work.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m so sad

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m here.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m such a loser

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I failed in everything

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are not a failure or a loser and I’m sorry you’re feeling like that. What’s going on?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I have no self confidence I can’t talk to anybody without feeling fear and they feel it..and i faild to make friends and failed in drums and in college i hate everything about me even how i look ..i wish i was like them

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I failed to be normal human!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Why I’m not like anyone if them

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Why between all of these people I’m me!!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are a normal human and you are like everyone else.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

They areee soo many people and between them I’m this one..i cant even talk to people i have no courage or self confidence

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

No I’m not..you don’t know how when i loon at them i see the difference there’s huge difference

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I have confidence in you and you have made me your friend.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You have it because you’re soo sooo soo beautiful person..

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Thank you, but so are you. You’re going to get through this.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I know what it’s like to feel different.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m not good I’m msd of my family and I don’t know what to do

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But it’s okay

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you think that i can make frineds in Australia?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m really sorry for replying after a while..I’m trying to study.. i failed the first year in college and now I’m repeating the first year

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How many years would you have to go for if you didn’t have to repeat any?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It’s okay..if i will travel probably i will not continue learning

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

4 years I’m studing bussnies

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish i could study phycology but my grades was too bad to do this?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Business, that’s great! Traveling is awesome! There are so many amazing places to see. But I still do encourage you learn.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’ve never been to college. I’ve really considered medical school, but I’m not sure yet.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Phycology sounds awesome too! Will you study it if your grades get better?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You went to sleep?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No, I’m still here.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

There’s something made me sad and i want to tell you about it..i really don’t know whether if I really love you or love anybody or wish the best to you or to anybody..I don’t know if it’s real or fake..i said this because I don’t to lie or cheat..but i really wish i really love and wish the best to all people ..don’t stop loving

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I understand. Whether you love me or not, I still love you and want what is best for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

No dont say that i love you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But just i have doubts about all things

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Why I have doubts and why all of this why I can’t love like anybody or know it like anybody..what i did wrong or what’s my fault

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too. I can understand why you have these doubts.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s okay, it takes time. I believe you may really have OCD. It is so, so horrible, but you and I can both survive it. I do believe that things you’ve told me that you’ve done were wrong to do, but that doesn’t mean that everything you’re struggling with is your fault.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thats sad I’m crying I dont want these thoughts to come to us i really don’t want these thoughts to damage everything even the feel of love or safe this is soo sad

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

These things can lead to these problems?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No, I don’t believe that they can. I’m sorry if what I said made you think that. That was not my meaning.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It is sad and I’m sending you a huge hug. I’ve had OCD for a long time, but it really got bad over the past few years. I know the pain it causes and I am here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Ohhh and I’m still thinking if you mad at me or not.. it’s horrible circle that I can’t get out of it

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Why would I be mad at you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Because i said that maybe I don’t really love you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m here for you too and please believe that u can love... even its hard to believe..I’m sorry that i told you that I don’t love you or anybody i don’t meant that

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I**

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How could you love me even if you don’t know wither if i really love you or not

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry fot all of that

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m not angry with you. I don’t need someone to love me in order to love them.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What is love

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How to know if you love someone or not

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

What do you feel when you think of Sara or your family or me?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I don’t really know maybe nothing

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

There’s something wrong about me.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s hard for me to describe. I don’t really believe we always feel something. I think we just know we love them, but if you have a mental illness that makes you doubt it doesn’t mean you don’t love someone.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Forget about it.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Please don’t be sad by this things okay?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m not sad that you said you didn’t know if you loved me or not. I’m just sorry that you’re struggling with this.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You have a beautiful heart go and use it that’s all i know for now

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And if i dont have one i promise you i try as much as I can not to hurt anyone

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Why you don’t ask for me today!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Beaause of what i said yesterday i know that..but please I don’t know why is this and I don’t want it and I can’t do anything about it dont be sad from me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No, that’s not true Peter. That’s not why I hadn’t checked on you today. I’m so sorry you thought that. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I still love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m not fine

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will sleep I’m really tiered

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I want to talj

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Am i crazy?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh no I can’t handle thia

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re not crazy my friend. Crazy people don’t ask that.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I know how it feels. You can get through this.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I want to donate all of my body to the people who can really live by them and be happy

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I find bo meannung in life but pain

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

My mind is killing me everyday

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I dont know what to do ..therapy doesn’t help me and nothing will

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Even god ..my mind keeps sperating me from god

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How mad he is from me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

He really is

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Peter, you’re going to get help. I know the people in your country don’t understand this well, but other people know it better.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You have to keep fighting. I am still here for you as I have been all along and I still love you. God understands what you are going through and He loves you very much.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Is he really exists?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish he is really here

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes Peter He does.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I have felt Him change my life.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Why he is not helping me i need help

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Sometimes bad things happen to us, but God uses them for good. He can only do good things because He is perfect. He will never do anything bad.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You’re soo lucky for being yourself..many people really are i wish i was anyone else

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

God can use these bad things that happen to us to help us. It is because of my pain that I am talking to you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It is because I have felt hopeless so many times and then found hope that I am here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish it changes

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will say i love you no matter if its real or not okay?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I believe it is real.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Sorry I don’t know that you are sending a message..I’m okay thanks for asking

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But i will not travel to Australia .we find it soo expensive

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry to hear that. Where will you go?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

We don’t even know

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Our crrency is soo low the 18 egyptian pound equals 1 us dollars

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

If the rent equals 1000 dollars somi will pay 18000 egp and that is too mucj

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m loosing control

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I understand that’s really hard. I’m going to keep praying and I’m still here for you. I’m not a professional in mental health, but what you struggle with still reminds me of OCD and I can relate to it.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will sleep thank yoummynfruend?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome. Sleep well❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I cant sleepo whyyyyy they are nott replying

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I don’t know. Maybe something came up and they have to do something.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How is school?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Be happy my friend j love uoiu so mcyh

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too and I hope you can find happiness.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m miserable ..i’m lossing my mind

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I sent my stupid life story to everyone in every pp or website

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I lost hope

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Forget about this it doesn’t matter anymore

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You matter, my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

God forgives you for what you did.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Have you heard of Pure O?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Catlady I’m not that badd!!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I was doo young when this fucking boys learned mee thaattttt

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wassss 10 orrr 999

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you’re so young when that happened. I’m referring to Pure O which is a form of OCD. The person suffering from it constantly has bad thoughts.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I heared of it

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

People with pure o think of anytype of bad thoughts?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m not sure, but sexual thoughts are huge with Pure O.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

The support you give me is helping me alot and there’s few people who are supporting

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I have seen a video of pure i now in youtube i think i can relate to few things with it

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

can i ask few questions but please answer truthfully

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Am I bothering you or taking of yout peace while I’m saying all of this everyday?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you love me as always? And did you changed you mind and do you reallys e me as a good person who can live and love with good people?!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I had a wired thought today that bothers me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

No i want a hug

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

A boy or a girl?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Not good but i used to it?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thankyou soo much❤️❤️❤️ I think i should stop saying my thoughts to other because it could trigger them ..they are just horrible thoughts that make me think that I’m horrible guy and I remember what i did soo the thoughts and what i did makes me sad..

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I just thought of saint marry in a bad way

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And also I can’t look into the mirror every time i see myslef i feel afraid of me and don’t know who i am

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Those thoughts sound like OCD to me. You are a kind person who has a stong sense of right and wrong.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish ot is ocd!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish those thoughts are not from me..but you will love me if they are from me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you know!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Do I know what?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Before i know sara! I never have these thoughts..because i never cared who i am and how i think and whither i’m good or bad i never cared..but after i know her i cared soo much and I focused to be good to be as her and this is when all of these thoughts came

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I was living a great life and never remembered what i did and i never thought of these thoughts

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes, but no matter what these thoughts say, you DO care.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I think i do

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I don’t know really

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But i know that i will never di anything bad to anyone..i will live for that

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It doesn’t matter weather i will be happy or loved or accepted i will live for people

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will tell yoi a good thing this os the first time to tell you a good thing about me?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I forgave those people in the past ..i’m not mad that they told me or teached me those things and that not because I’m good ..it’s just because i know what it feels to be an idiot that do bad things without thinking if it ..they are just like me y know

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish they can forgive themselves and get over it

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s good that you forgave them.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I hope you can forgive yourself too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m crying all day

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What’s going onmmmn with meeeee?????

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Am i a devll or a crazzyy or whooo am ii

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry to hear that. You’re not a devil and you’re not crazy. You’re a kind person who is struggling.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I must travel

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Where will you go?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m horrible

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I saw joker tonight and i felt like I will kill my brother

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re not a horrible person. Thoughts like those are normal with Pure O.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love yo too but im really lost i dont want to do anything that i think of i swear

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And i will hurt myslef before hurting anyone else

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re always welcome❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I really want to fie

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I really want to

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

CAn you please let me doo it let me kill this monster it’s much better for me and for everyone

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No my friend, you are not a monster.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I understand where you are but my life is so much better now. I am telling you that you can get through it.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I know it can be hard to distinguish these thoughts from yourself, but believe me they are separate from you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are not a threat to anyone❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m so sorry you’re suffering. I am still here for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I don’t deserve to talk to you and I won’t

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Peter, you’re my friend and I want you to talk to me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I don’t deserve to have any friends specially loke you..you don’t know how bad monster i am really am.and im soo saoory for everything

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

These thoughts you’re having don’t say anything about you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I think of my dead friend and my friend that have cancer in a way of devil in every bad way and I remember them in every bad thing and I don’t sad about what haooend to them and i feel like i will kill and i think of him and its real in every bad way

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you’re having these thoughts. They’re not you even if they feel like they are.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s normal for people with Pure O to have violent thoughts.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s also normal to think they are from you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you and I’m still here for you❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Im soo tiered and disappointed

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I dont know ehere to go or what shoulf i do

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Do you mean a country you should go to?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

No where info from myself

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I want to end my life but I can’t handle when i imagine my mom and dad

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

They would miss you and so would I.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re going to get through this, my friend. You’re not alone.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But I don’t missed my dead friend and I don’t even respect him, why should I deserve to Be missed or respected

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I struggle with feeling things too. I think it’s part of what we’re both struggling with.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I think sometimes when we feel too many sad or distressing things we eventually go numb.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

The time my friend died i was living a really good life ..it not because i was sad too many times...

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But also they will get better by time they really will..but i dont want to break their hurts ..but I’m broken

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh my dear friend if its simple not to let you down..but listen to me this is better sooo much better if people loves me and want the better for me this is it..I’m not even afraid i just want to goo..I’m really sad in here and I don’t belong here

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please my dear friend stay. I can tell you how I got better.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much and I’m so sorry you’re hurting, but I really want to help you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s not helping you if I let you go.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please stay. I’ll fight through the pain with you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Everything I’ve been through has taught me not to give up. I know that because I’ve come out of dark places and I want you to step into the light with me.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I cant do ot

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

None of the thoughts that you’re having are from you. It’s like a bully that pokes and prods at you and tries to make you feel horrible. But the one that is horrible is the bully, not you. I can help you defeat that bully.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes you can. You are so, so strong to have fought this hard and for this long and you will have my strength too.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Believe me Peter, we can do this.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You’re welcome. That makes me happy to hear. You’re not alone. I’m here for you and I’m fighting with you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

These thoughts have nothing to do with who you really are. When they come take a deep breath and let them stay there without fighting them. It won’t be easy at first, but it will get better over time. Once you train your mind to not be afraid of them, you will start having them less and they won’t be as scary.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

And you’ll be able to take your life back like I did❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

My friend can we talk?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes. What’s going on?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Should i tell a friend of mine all of that..i want but I’m really afraid..he is an old friend of mine but I’m soo afraid to tell him all my past and thoughts and all pf that I don’t know how henwill react...but i feel that i want to tell him What do you think

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s up to you, but I think if you tell him that you should make sure he knows it’s a mental illness and not you, and that you’re not insane.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I don’t know if he will understand...an i’m afraid after telling him i will every 2 seconds will call him to make sure that he still loves me and not see me in bad way!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Do you think he will not understand because there isn’t a lot of awareness about mental illness in your country?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s up to you, but I would want to know he would understand before I told him.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

My friend is in the hospital he made a surgery to take the caner out of his head and it failed and he probably woll die..and every body is crying and i thin sexually of him

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry Peter. I’ll be praying for you. Remember that these thoughts are from an illness and not your heart.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Pray for him too

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you still love me after all of this?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you really I don’t know if I’m alone what it would be ..thank you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Tony is not good he is in the intensive care he is in a coma..sara is crying all day and tell my their memories together and she is in a very bad condition...and i’m not feeling anything and thinking sexually about him..this is so bad

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m so so sorry to hear that. I will keep praying. These thoughts are not from you, my friend. Stay strong. I’m here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m not sad also ..i should be sad for him and for my thoughts but I’m not.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I understand that my friend. I still say it’s because you’ve been through a lot. It’s not who you really are.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sad

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m here

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

If i tell you this i will me you disappointed

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I won’t force you to tell me.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How is Toby?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

*Tony

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

If you tell me this thing, I will still love you. But I won’t pressure you to tell me.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

We went to the church to pray for himm ..his girlfriend was crying sooo hard..she is soo young and innocent like a baby..she was crying and she looked at people around her when ibsaw her looking while crying I thought in a joke way that she is looking for a new boyfriend..she is soo pure ..i though why is all this people love him that way..and i think that he is a normal person that doesn’t deserve all of this ..I thought things that I cannot explain it but it was thoughts of an devil

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m so sorry to hear that you are all still in a difficult situation. I am not disappointed in you. I believe that these thoughts are still from your mental illness.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Is this illness have a cure?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I have heard that there is no cure yet, but that people are working on one. But I have heard that some people have gotten so much better that they haven’t had these thoughts for years.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I myself have gotten so much better since this time last year. The key is to learn to not take these thoughts seriously because they’re not from you. The more you do this the weaker they’ll get.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But my friend these is from me i might not have had this illness

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’ comparing myself to other and i did this when i did it yesterday and saw that he was soo loved i said this that he is not this good and this bad things.. that was from me.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I do not know where those thoughts came from, but even if they were from you I still believe you have this illness.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Forgive me and seek an excuse for me.. not body else will did

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

The long day is over my friend❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

There’s a song called the long day is over you can listen to it by norah jones

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I feel like I’m ill

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m afraid that i have hiv

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That song is beautiful. Thank you for the hug. I’m sending you one too. I’m sorry you think you’re sick. May I ask why do you think you have HIV?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Hiv is transmitted through sexual activities and i as you know i have done this in the past with more than one person..

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Do you have any symptoms?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Hiv symptoms begins to appear after 7-9 years from having it soo i could have it in my blood without any symptoms

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please get tested if it will make you feel better, because the possibility is there. But also know that this is a common OCD theme.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I cant get tested..if it’s positive they will end my life

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And I can’t do this

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Why would they do that?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please Peter tell me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

They will tell my family and here i cant live with illness like this it’s like shame ir something like that

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Its okay my friend it’s ikay it doesn’t matter ..i just love you all you’re so beautiful it doesn’t matter

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Catladyyyy does I triggered you byy thatt!!??

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

No please reply i will be the saddest if i did fhis

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Noo nooo reply

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Please talk to me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m not triggered at all and I’m sorry you thought I was. I love you too and I want you to know that you are also beautiful.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Ihh thank god I freaked out

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh god I’m soo happy you are okay my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You will sleep?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Are you mad at me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I don’t know i just afraid of this I will not waste your time you can do these stuff and rest❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too and you’re always welcome. I may have gotten a second wind?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Sorry I don’t know what is that means?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

this hiv thing doesn’t make you love me any less?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You should rest now❤️ Sleep well and have nice dreams my friend Goodnight❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You can sleep now i swear?❤️❤️❤️❤️

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Little sad about this hiv thing and dont know what to do about it

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What if i really have it and I’m dangerous to all people around me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

To the best of my knowledge there are only certain ways you can spread it. Are you feeling better than you were yesterday?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

No I’m still so sad I don’t care if i will die i dont want to hurt anyone

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you think I’m wired?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you’re still sad. No I don’t think you’re weird. If you do have HIV, you just have to be careful. Like I said, it can only be transmitted certain ways. Do you know if there’s a place where you can get tested that is less critical?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m afraid.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m not suggesting that you to subject yourself to what you told me about. I know it sounds drastic, but is there another country you could get tested in?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Are you still trying to go to another country for your OCD?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Yes I’m really trying..but it’s soo expensive for me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m happy to hear that you’re still trying. If you can get to another country maybe you can look into how people with HIV are viewed there. If they are treated well, maybe you could get tested there.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please also remember that this is a common OCD theme even for people who couldn’t have caught it HIV.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Pray for me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I will

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How are you my beautiful friend

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I miss youu soo much..i’ve been busy this time in college.how are youu?❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I see mu grandma today,it was really bad

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

What happened?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I think sexually about mu grandma she is 96 years old can’t talk,cant mobe

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

remember what i have done and all the thoughts what is wrong with me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I do remember. I know you’ve made mistakes, but these thoughts are from an illness.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

These thoughts do not mean that you truly want to do something sexual with your grandmother.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I really know i dont want don this but i imagine things!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

That means that these thoughts are not from you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m cryung i hate this i hate that i think like judging people for a simple thing like a girl that talk dirty to a guy i hate like i judge her and i’ve done the worst things ever how could i judge a normal person and I’m a devil I really hate this

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you too but why I’m judging people and I’m the most one that seeks not to be judged

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s human nature. It’s wrong to do judge, but you see that you do this. If you didn’t know this about yourself then you would be unable to change.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I know i really know thankyou❤️ Do you really love me?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How is Tony doing?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

He is still in a coma he needs our prayers

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

He’ll be in mine.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you today?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Catladyy tony is not in the coma anymore ❤️❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I was too busy sorry for not replying i missed you soo much

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Can we talk?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m soo mean and rude and aggressive to people and this people loves and care about me..but i don’t respect this and i was very bad to them and I don’t know why it comes out of my naturally

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I think you might be lashing out because you’re going through a lot. It doesn’t justify your actions, but it would be a reasonable explanation.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I don’t know but that’s make me sad ..but sometimes i feel that this is because i dont feel comfortable around them..in dont know why I don’t feel comfortable and thats bad because they are good people maybe i cant see thos

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Is it possible that their goodness makes you feel bad about yourself?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Yes it is. But I’m rude because I think that they are lying and they are not this pure or something i dont know but I’m really wrong

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s possible that these are thoughts from your OCD. It’s common for people with our illness to have doubts like that.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry to them they don’t deserve this from me..

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry to you i wish i was better my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

My best friend that i was thinking to tell him all of it..today he made fun of people who was young and have sexuall things like i did.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Oh I’m so sorry Peter.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

That hurts

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m so sorry.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Its okay

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Im sad that realy bad to hear from a friend

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

He insulted them and talek about them in a very bad way

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I think of sara en a bad way and that really make me sad

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What the hell is wrong with me

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How dare me fo this to her after all the love and care she gave to me ..she loves me with all of her heart i know that how can i do thiisss

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh god noo how could i do that..if she knows it will broke her heart

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What shall i do know leave her or what

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you’re having these thoughts. Don’t leave Sara. You have OCD. It doesn’t mean you really feel this way toward her.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Noo this was a real thought and i think of it with all my conscious

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s obvious to me that you’re sorry. You don’t have to tell her about it, just try to work through it.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Why the thought process comes and ends in less than few seconds I really cannot choose to think or not do you know what i mean!!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It’s very fast to think of a thought even if you don’t like it you don’t have the ability to choose what to think or it’s hard

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I know what you mean. When you’re trying to defeat thoughts that are not from OCD, you have to try to change your feelings behind them. For example, if these thoughts are coming because you’re angry with her about something, try to be more understanding about what it is that angered you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

If she saw me a picture and I think of it in improper way!..these is not from a feeling..i think it’s from my nature but how to change my nature or why i have this nature

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Do you mean that she showed you a picture and you had sexual thoughts about a girl in the picture? I’m just guessing here.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

About her,sexual thought about her the picture is of her

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And it’s not intrusive

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But it comes because of my nature that I don’t know how to change it

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You kmow what i should die i mustt die

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Am i pure evil and i know this and I can’t escape

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are not pure evil my friend.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You should not die. Please tell me what’s going on.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you’re struggling right now. I’m still here for you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You will get through whatever this is.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I love you too but I’m not a human

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

There’s smethoing really wrong with me that I don’t understand

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And i cant handle taht

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I really cant

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish frim all of my heart that things was different

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But it wasn’t

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And will not

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Things can be different Peter. Remember I said I’d fight through this with you. Would you like to talk about what is going on right now?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m soo depressed and tierd of all my life my thoughts that getting more worse and feel more real,me hating my self of what i did.me thinking of what if they know me feeling that I’m a devil me seeing angels and they love me and feeling that I don’t deserve, me trying to go away from all people because i feel that I don’t deserve them me loving the world and life but cant live it

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you’re suffering. I know that OCD can make you think that thoughts are from you when they’re really not. I also think it can make you think people know what you’re thinking. I’m sorry that what you did still haunts you. God has forgiven you my friend and He loves you very much.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I know how hard it is when OCD tricks you so you can’t tell OCD apart from yourself.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thank you and pray for me❤️

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I really want to go to specialist in ocd but there isn’t hete

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

How are you?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m soo sad

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Inwas watching friends and any thing dirty I think of myndead friend in dont know why or how

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m here.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

He was an angel how couldni!!!!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

After few days will be the 4th year that he passed away and I’m doing this.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Anything they say anything,i think of him!!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I know there’s nothing you can tell and its okay don’t try to

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m not surprised by what you said. I was just trying to hear you out.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I do believe this is your OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

My friend its soo strange

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I think of hom whenever anybody say anything!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I picture him in the stuation or anything like that!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It is soo wired

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

He died when he was 15 he is an angel he is my bestfriend you don’t know how people love and appreciate and admire him

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I think of him in alllll things!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Think if he is in the situation

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Or his organs or this dirty things

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And I don’t mind a lot of times!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m really bad

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How could I accept or see myself as others with this

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How could you see me like others

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Are you mad at me?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No, I am not mad at you. You have a mental illness, the same one I do. Even if these thoughts were from you, which I don’t believe they are, you don’t like them and that is better than being someone who doesn’t care what kind of person you are.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you really still love me?..and see me like anyone ,do you see that I deserve the love of good people? After all I’ve done after all the thoughts and things?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I did horrible things

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Canni have a big hug

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Can i love sara right and when she gives me love I deserve it rught?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s okay. You don’t have to apologize.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Im sorry to repeat that but I’m really sad..all my friends is posting good things about micheal my dead friend they say how much they love him and how much they respect him and how much they missed him..they say really deep things they really do..they posted about cancer fighters and they say lovely words and soo emotional things..I’m sick of thinking the exact opposite of this goodness i thinnk sexually about a dead friend i was the closest to him he was an angel..I’m sick of thinking if him in everything bad and everytime i dont know why..I don’t know what to do I’m really feeling bad about myself..I wish i was like them.they are soo good and I’m really bad..i wish i could explain what I want to sad but I’m feeling below all and i feel dead

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What if they know they are soo good I don’t know what is this

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you’re struggling with this. Those thoughts must be horrible to have. I believe that you really do think nicely of him because you say he’s an angel. I believe these bad thoughts are from your OCD and that they really don’t mean anything about how you feel about him.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What should i do

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wll go to the memorial of him after two days and I’m afraid of it

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I dint know what to do and that’s sad

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you reaaly accept me with this thughts?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I really can live with this? And love and have a normal life I deserve respect?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Thankyou i love you

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sad I don’t know what to say

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I hope

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You know my friend

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It has been a long time since the first time we talked

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

But believe me there’s nothing you can do

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I don’t want to make you tierd or sad

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And i could do this to you without knowing

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Please don’t worry about me anyomore i know that you have energy that could make a great life and a heart that could make a great world . Please live and love and be happy and don’t worry about these stupid things

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry realy sorry for everything

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you too and I’m happy we’ve talked this long. I’m so happy I first chose to respond to your comment. You can get help. You can survive this just like me.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you so much. These are not stupid things and I will not give up on you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Please stay.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m so sorry Peter. My app failed. I’ve been trying ever since to get back on and talk to you. Please talk to me.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Peter, I’m worried about you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

However much this hurts, you will get through it just as you have every time before. I’m still here for you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh dear I’m sooo sorryy the app was not opening i dont know why

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m soo sorry

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s okay. It was opening for me either. How are you?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

*wasn’t

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You are telling me the truth right? You accept and love me no matter this things? And younare telling me the truth about sara and all of this?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes I am.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Catlady donyou remember tony my frined with cancer?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

He is out of the coma and they send me a picture of him in the hospital trying to play the guitar it’s a ver emotional picture..i see it and i think sexually of him and to his bosy and crazy thinks I don’t understand

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I remember him. It sounds like he’s doing better. I’m sorry you had those thoughts. Remember that they’re your OCD and not you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Really it could be ocd?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It could be soo fast and automatic and feel soo real?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It’s ocd??

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Yes

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you think he could forgive me?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Are you really okay? Why I’m feeling that you are not

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Can i ask a question and please tell me the truth

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Does you ever feel like it’s wierd to love me or to talk to me woth all of this?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You know you are an owsome girl do you ever felt like there is something worng with this guy who’s your talking to every day and care about him?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

That’s soo wierd for me i guess if i were you I couldn’t do the same as yoy

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You have a pure heart

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Sara will be broken if she know that i think this about her ill friend she will be broken and she will see me as different

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Do you think she would think badly of you if she understood it’s from OCD.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

She will not understand it’s from ocd and yes i think she will not handle it whatever the cause is

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry to hear that. These thoughts are horrible, but not wrong for you to have because they don’t come from you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

And my bestfriend’s brother he loves me soo much and he’s soo noce and friendly to meand he tells me that his brother loved me soo much what if he knows what I’m thinking of his dead brother

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish they forgive me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I wish they understood that they aren’t from you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Are you mad at me?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Am i really bad to them?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What would he feel if he know that i think this of his brother

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

How could they know that i think this about their brother or ill friend or all of this

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I am not mad at you and this does not make you bad toward them.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I don’t know what they would think. Mental illness is widely misunderstood. I hope that they would be understanding.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

That’s sad i never wished to be in this situation

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m sorry you’re in this situation. It can get better though.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m not evil

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

No. Remember they don’t come from you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I wish i could have a normal life with this.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You still can.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Remember I was so debiliated a year ago. I could barely do anything. But now I’m better.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You do love me right with alll of thisssss!!

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Of course I do,

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Oh I’m freaking out

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will sleep

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

What’s going on?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Did you slept?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Not yet

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m so sad

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m here

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m really lost.catlady there’s something big wrong with me very big

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I was thinking dirty things and my dead frined came to my head and i think that maybe he like these dirty things and he dont mind while he is dying

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I’m crazy

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It doesn’t seem like an ocd though

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

You’re dissapointed in me

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are not crazy. I think he came to mind while you were thinking about that stuff because he’s been on your mind with your OCD thoughts.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I am not disappointed in you.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Okay but why i thimk that he might like these things

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I really don’t understand what is going on!!

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Why i think that he might like that and not only this I thought different thoughts about him liking that

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It could have been OCD or just a meaningless passing thought. It doesn’t mean you actually wondered if he liked those things. Even if you were truly wondering I don’t think you did it out of judgment for him.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

He is an angel it’s impossible to be an actuall though or thing i belive in he is sooo pure his is far away from all of these things ... I don’t know how it came to my head

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

What should i do know I’m soo scared ..i dont want to live like this and I don’t know what to do or where to goo I don’t know what is my thoughts or nature anymore i do not know anything

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Then those thoughts mean nothing about your view of him. So those thoughts were random thoughts or OCD thoughts.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Why are you frightened?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Is having these random thoughts is my fault?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Because i see that I cannot live like this i want to live a beautiful life i see i can live a beautiful life without these things ..these things make me soo scared of the future that i cant handle they make me soo scared of being bad to a friend like him or they make me scared because i dont want to be this guy

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I don’t think so. But even if you did imagine something on purpose I don’t think there’s anything wrong with it because you obviously don’t see him in that way.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Nothing your OCD tells you is true. You are not going to hurt anyone.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You can live a beautiful life and your OCD can get better.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

It can came because I’m tired?

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are not this guy because these thoughts, whether they be random thoughts or OCD aren’t how you really feel.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I think so. I know this is different, but I have worse thoughts when I’m tired.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Do you really still love me?

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

Omy im crying

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Of course I still love you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

I’m here

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I loge you more I swear I’m sorry really sorry dor evrything

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

It’s going to be okay,

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You don’t have to apologize, especially to me. This isn’t from you.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

Deep inside, whether you can feel it or not, you love your parents and Sara and your friends.

Catlady

Date posted: 6y

You are not the terrible guy your mind is telling you you are.

peterateff

Date posted: 6y

I will go and tell my mom about all of this

peterateff

Date posted: 6y