- Date posted
- 1y
Fear of mans
Im extremally scared of mens,especially boys in my age Whenever I see one Im getting disgusted and I frezze,its tiring Im scared they will think about me in a sexual way,even though there is no a single sign or reason for why they would do this After all Im trying to dress and look like something between a girl and boy Im awkward when it comes to them and I feel threaten by them,Im alwats getting mean and repulsed I just want to have a boy best friend who can show me that not mens are the same,Im literally obsessed over it and Im always trying to find the proof I feel scared when anyone ships me with a boy and Im starting to cry I only feel this sometimes though,since I started to have intrusive thoughts about it and basically my childhood I think it can be linked with how does my father act and that I was attacked by stereotypes by my whole childhood,also I was addicted to porn as a kid,especially the ones with a lot of sexual violence,and I think thats why I feel like that