For those with hocd you know those girls and guys who can make lesbian and gay jokes, etc. And not worry about their sexuality at all? I wish I was like that where those things didn't trigger me. The whole entire time Im thinking would I like that? If I kissed a girl would I realize I like it? (this is how Angelina Jolie figured out she was bisexual). I dont want to do any of this with girls but im so scared if I ever were to be around them that I would figure out that I like girls or I will just act out and kiss one.

I was like that before all of this ? looking back at my life before all of this is just so sad because one minute you happy the next you Ouchea with HoCd and I went to the see a psychologist today he doesn’t understand or even know what HOCD is he asked to go do research imagine how frustrating and demoralizing it is I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy and I didn’t even know that my mind could think of memories of when I was 5/6 till I had this HoCd wow

Sorry English is not my home language

I used to be like that.

oh my gosh. this is literally how i feel. since my hocd, i’ve thought “omg what if i kiss a girl and like it and then turn bisexual” and that scares me so much. and now seeing that it’s actually happened to someone, it’s triggered my hocd and i don’t know what to do. i’m not attracted to women in that way. i don’t want a relationship with them. when i get intrusive thoughts or images of me with a “girlfriend” it just seems like friends to me. but still this freaks me out. a lot. because it’s something that can very well happen and that scares me because i don’t want it to happen

Exactly the scary part is that the opportunity is there. For example, don't want to trigger anyone but the opportunity is there for us to harm someone we just choose not too. So that is why I find it scary: opportunity.