Sorry for another depressing post

I’m not necessarily looking for reassurance. Just venting I guess and I don’t mean to sound like a baby. But I just feel like I’m meant to be alone and it hurts. Like not only when it comes to friendships but relationships as well. I’ve always wanted to be a wife and mother and ik those aren’t big dreams but they have been my dreams since I was a teenager. I don’t think I’ll ever be good enough for that. (there are many reasons behind that thinking; i’d just rather not get into it) I know I have people on here to talk to to an extent and I’m very grateful for that. But y’all don’t know me on a deep level and ofc I don’t expect you to. Idk I don’t wanna start rambling. Thank you to anybody who even cares to read this

Username: 777Q777Q

Date posted: 17w ago

TBH a person comes into the world alone and they leave alone . There are many positive things regarding solitude opposed to loneliness. They are similar but yet different. I am working on a bucket list [can work on at any age ]. I have about 15 different projects and plans on this list and it is safe to say 90 to 100 % of these things I will accomplish solo . My point being enjoy the time in your life whether it is solo or with someone else.

Username: AnonymousAnonymous

Date posted: 17w ago

If you want to be a mother and wife that’s great. It’s what I wanted also. Don’t think you can’t do that as when you think you can’t you won’t be able to. Always try to stay positive and say one step at a time slowly and I will get there. Nothing is impossible with baby steps.

Username: kaylaxokaylaxo

Date posted: 17w ago

@Anonymous Thank you! 🤍

Username: StingraysStingrays

Date posted: 17w ago

I feel you. Sending virtual hugs

Username: kaylaxokaylaxo

Date posted: 17w ago

@Stingrays Thank you so much ☺️🤍

Username: ivrecivrec

Date posted: 17w ago

Sometimes life will give you great surprises, in the meantime just work on being content in where you are and move forward to make changes to become self loving and accepting, we are all truly unique.

Username: 83Celestia83Celestia

Date posted: 17w ago

Those are totally big dreams! Those are dreams I have too! You're right we don't know you on a deep level. But I do know two things about you. 1. You are a freaking warrior for living with the pain you are living with and choosing to keep going. 2. You are a daughter of God which means your worth is infinite and permanent. I too feel like I don't deserve good things sometimes but that is a BIG fat lie. Nobody is meant to be alone♥️, I don't need to know you to know that. I'm sorry you're having all these depressing thoughts tho. I've been there soo many times. I am always here if ya need someone to vent too. Sending love♥️

Username: kaylaxokaylaxo

Date posted: 17w ago

@83Celestia Thank you so much for that 🤍

Username: AnonymousAnonymous

Date posted: 17w ago

Hi, sorry to read this. Wishing you well. I have heard of even celebrities finding love online (Jason Kelce, Simone Biles to name some). Maybe you can try that? Wish you luck babe from another girl <3

Username: kaylaxokaylaxo

Date posted: 17w ago

@Anonymous Thank you! ☺️

Username: Anon

Date posted: 4y ago

I want to be dead but I don’t want to be dead. It’s a dilemma ? I have so many goals and things I want to become and do in the future. My teenager years have gone down the drain. Now I’m questioning if life will ever get better for me ?? Like it used to be before this hell storm intruded me (3 years ago). When I was younger I saw myself married and growing a family, now I don’t. Idk if it’s a form/theme of ocd but today I kept thinking, “what if I never like anyone ever again or catch feelings for anyone and I’ll stay alone forever” I feel so numb toward everyone and don’t feel attraction to anyone. Before, I’d be crushing over so many guys and now I don’t have interest in anything...can this also be a result of not enough serotonin ?? Anyways I’m not looking for reassurance I think I just needed to vent my late night thoughts and write them out...

Username: Anonymous:,(

Date posted: 3y ago

Another vent I’m so sorry! I just come to realize that I feel like I’m the only one struggling and doing this to myself. It sucks because I look at the people around and I wish I could be like them. I don’t want to be obsessive. I don’t want these thoughts and worries. Realizing this is forever sucks. I’m crying again. I’m always crying because I’m such an emotional person. I hate it. It’s so funny because everytime I always feel like I’m doing better like no crying and stuff but it only last a couple weeks or days. I just don’t know if I can live a fulfilling life.

Username: Anonymous

Date posted: 1y ago

Sad today

I'm sad about life things. I don't really have friends, but does that even really matter? And I don't feel like I've ever truly been heard by anyone, not even those with OCD. I know that people won't understand my struggles, but I still want someone to talk to about them, but every time I try to I always end up feeling unheard and hurt.

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