Help please. I'm scared I love god so much that my mind is playing tricks on me making me think I'm the other way and I'm scared what if it's true what if I'm a bad person. I'm really scared I don't feel like I'm having a strong enough reaction to these thoughts what if there my thoughts. I'm scared
Why would you be a bad person?
Idk my mind keeps making me think I'm worshiping Satan or something and I feel like I like those thoughts and I'm scared it means I'm a bad person I'm worried idk why I'm having these thoughts and why they feel so much stronger than before I don't know what to do and I'm starting to lose my emotions and I'm scared.
@Jam&Butterfly But why does it feel like a desire, I'm not sure what to do
@Jam&Butterfly But I can't even enjoy Jesus anymore, and it feels like I'm mad at him for no reason and I don't know why he hasn't done anything to me
As a Muslim, I'd like to offer my perspective. I believe it's important to categorize entities based on their greatness to determine who or what truly deserves worship. For instance, we wouldn't consider worshipping our pets, like a dog or cat, because they are of a lower grade than us. A deity must be of a higher grade than humans to be worthy of worship. Starting with humans, we should consider who in creation is equivalent to us. Who among God's creations possesses free will like we do? The answer is Satan, who is made from energy (fire), while we are made from matter (dust). Remember that Satan was ordered, repeat, ordered by God to bow to Adam. So above both humans and Satan is God with His greatness and all power...etc. God created both Man and Satan, so who is greater? Therefore, it's essential to remember that Satan is equivalent to humans and below God. So, when faced with doubts, ask yourself why you would worship something lesser in greatness than God.
Hey all. I need help. I am sitting on my bathroom floor freaking out and convinced that all my work towards getting better has gone out the window. I am so scared of the “bad guy” getting me all the time. I constantly feel like I have to prove to God that I don’t mean these awful feelings and thoughts that I have about the bad guy. I’ve had trouble sleeping tonight, going in and out of consciousness, all while dealing with bad thoughts going in and out of my head. Finally I woke up and am flooded with “you have so many thoughts and feeling that you let slide while you were trying to sleep. You had thoughts that you accepted the bad guy and you didn’t dispute them before you tried to move on. You have so much to answer for.” So now I’m sitting here in my bathroom floor hysterically crying and begging God to believe me when I say I don’t any of these thoughts or feelings… please someone help
Hey everyone, I need help. I woke up just now with the worst thoughts ever. Thoughts that GOD leaving me, thoughts that I like the bad guy, and thoughts that are worse than anything that I have ever thought of before. I realize that I am asking for reassurance, but I am so scared that I mean these thoughts and I just want GOD to keep me and my family safe and know that I don’t mean these thoughts… please help
I need help everyone. My thoughts have been getting worse… I haven’t used my ERP because it feels too scary and too real and so I am caught in this spiral of doing compulsions with every other thought that I have. I have thoughts about that bad guy that are so horrible and then I think that the bad guy is talking to me so I do compulsions and desperately want GOD to believe me when I say I don’t mean the thoughts, but then it creates doubt about whether or not I actually do mean the thoughts. And now I am afraid of my own thoughts This makes me want to fix ALL of the thoughts and feelings that I have to prove even more to myself and to GOD that I don’t mean these thoughts. On top of all of this, I am trying to convince myself that it’s OCD and not me at all. Does anyone have this and can anyone help? I am so tired and scared and burnt out…
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