is getting on nocd a compulsion?

i feel like getting on this app is a compulsion, but it brings me so much comfort knowing there’s people out there like me. and knowing i’m not alone

Username: AnonymousAnonymous

Date posted: 19w ago

It's tough because anything can be a compulsion. The way I understand it is that it's the way that you do something. Like if you feel as though you are compelled to do something then it might be a compulsion. Sometimes when I journal it's a way of getting thoughts off my chest, but other times when I journal it's compulsive and I feel as though I have to journal or something scary will happen if I don't work out my thoughts in that exact moment.

Username: lexiiiiiiiilexiiiiiiii

Date posted: 19w ago

Sammmmmme I go on here anytime I’m thinking I don’t have ocd so I can prove to myself that I do have it(which I do bc I’ve been diagnosed)

Username: sts7sts7

Date posted: 19w ago

I definitely feel this sometimes, but on the other hand I do it because I enjoy listening to others and hearing what they have to say

Username: TexasOCD41TexasOCD41

Date posted: 19w ago

oh 100%. There are a few people I have had to almost aggressively say they needed to delete the app. the hack to identify a compulsion is- is it something you are doing that has the end goal if getting rid of anxiety and discomfort AND is it something you are doing for extended periods of time. For me, google was a BAD compulsion and Reddit. I would sit at my desk at work and have 10 tabs open ( because I couldn't lose the last tab that had that ALMOST PERFECT answer I had found) but I needed more and I would get on reddit and read post after post looking for someone who experienced EXACTLY what I was going through so I could know I wasn't alone, I was not crazy, and I would spend 8 hours a day doing this if not more. And I really couldn't control it. My work suffered ALOT. When I got with an NOCD therapist she said I had to get off the web. took a week of feeling like I was detoxing from some drug but finally I broke the grip and I actually felt SO MUCH better. OCD is stupid because doing the things that give you INSTANT relief and the WORST things you can do for treatment, but doing the things that cause you distress are the things that will eventually turn your OCD upside down and empty it of its power. Short term pain-Long term gain is what I have been told and its reversible, short-term gain-long term pain.

Username: virtual diaryvirtual diary

Date posted: 19w ago

I think this is me aswell (right now actually), somedays I go extended amounts without researching but whenever I feel triggered I go right back to it. I always think, okay once I feel a little better then I will be able to stop. Or I'll fear that If I don't make myself feel better I wont be able to function at work!

Username: TexasOCD41TexasOCD41

Date posted: 19w ago

@virtual diary - that was me 100% i would say " ill just do 30 minuets to give me enough to chill me out so I can get some work done" and 30 minuets turned into 5 hours and no work got done.

Username: virtual diaryvirtual diary

Date posted: 19w ago

@TexasOCD41 - And you quit cold turkey? I really struggle with rumination aswell.

Username: TexasOCD41TexasOCD41

Date posted: 19w ago

@virtual diary - I did, i made MINOR slips, ( 5 minuets before i would catch myself and force myself to stop) it really did help. I wont claim its easy. Rumination is difficult too because its so sneaky but I would just remind myself its OCD, I have better uses of my time and energy and keep redirecting until eventually the rumination stopped.

Username: Anonymous

Date posted: 22w ago

SO-OCD?

Hey y’all! I’m new to the app and to the NOCD community. I have been reading other people’s posts on this little forum. It has mostly been comforting to see that I’m not alone. However, I feel like I stepped into another spiral by doing so. I’ve been reading people’s posts with SO-OCD. I’m a lesbian. I have a long-term girlfriend. I feel very confident in my sexuality and in our relationship. BUT, these posts have me doubting everything and my whole identity.I don’t even know why I looked, but I regret it. I suddenly feel so much shame for being a lesbian after reading about other people’s shame with same-sex attraction. I’m also feeling like “what if I’m not actually gay, and I’ve just been giving into SO-OCD”? I’m also feeling overwhelmed with religious guilt even though I walked away from the church years ago. I actually feel sick to my stomach. I’m not here to make light of anyone’s experiences with SO-OCD. I just want to feel normal. Does any of the other queer OCD population struggle with this too?

Username: gabriellla

Date posted: 20w ago

supportive friends (:

hello all! i am relatively new to nocd and kinda interested in finding a support person on this app. i am 22 years old, struggling with many forms of ocd, anxiety and depression. i have friends, but at the end of the day they truly don’t understand what’s going on in my brain. with this post, i am hoping to find someone similar to my age range and what not so we can have eachother to lean on for support. thanks for reading!

Username: Lilly5679

Date posted: 16w ago

Is it in my head

I have constantly been feeling like if I hit one arm, I have to hit the other and if I set something down and it just didn’t look right or feel right I had to do it again or I had to move it to a different spot in my room I’ve had never been a clean freak, which is mainly what I get told is OCD And I don’t know if I should even have this app. I don’t know if I actually have it. I’m constantly worried that I did something in my past that harmed others and that’s why people don’t like me or I’m constantly worried People are constantly watching me and I don’t know if that’s OCD or if I have it so please tell me I will delete this app and never think of it again if I don’t I just really wanna know

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