Can OCD make you doubt every single aspect about yourself? Like your values and morals? I watched a video yesterday about an 18 year old girl dating a 13 year old boy and when they showed their pictures I noticed that if you didn't know about their ages, you wouldn't be able to tell that theres such an extreme age gap between them. It was just something I noticed and I was like "Oh that's probably why she found him attractive, because he looks about as old as her" and my brain went "So are you justifying it?" and I was like "Absolutely not, I just made an observation. This is still a pedophilic relationship and there's absolutely nothing that can justify it." and my brain goes "You're lying. You secretly have no problem with it. It's why you weren't overtly disgusted when the picture showed up. You're an apologist." and I was like NO I'M NOT and It felt like I was really lying and I'm so scared and confused because I really don't support shit like that. So what the fuck does my brain want from me??? Can OCD do shit like that? I literally constantly feel like I'm fake and that I'm a liar and that I don't love my friends or my little sister and that every good thing I do is for the benefit of me only. I don't want to feel like this. It makes me want to fucking DIE. I just want clarity and certainty and I never have either anymore.

That’s why it’s called the doubting disease it even makes you doubt your own memories and it even makes a intrusive thought seem like it actually happened turning it into a “false memory,” ocd loves to mess with people and make you feel these things don’t worry those things it’s making you feel and is saying is the ocd. Just ignore it their intrusive thoughts just let them pass.

Completely ocd, I struggle with this all the time and in the moment it’s so hard to believe yourself and that it’s just ocd. I’m so tired of fighting it too but there is always a way to recovery, just remind yourself what you’re feeling is normal and you are not a liar.

Yes, this is exactly what I'm going through right now. OCD makes you doubt everything about yourself and your values. Hang in there, and seek help from an OCD specialist. There's a way to break free from the cycle

Hey, that sounds about me as well. One problem I constantly get is whenever I am asked about my interests in life, or hobbies or whatever. Suddenly, I don't really like anything because I don't know enough about anything or I don't do that thing as much anymore, or what if they like that thing more and they question me about it and I can't reply because I don't know..? I end up feeling like a fraud or that, for example, I can't say that I like nature, because I almost always am stressed when outside in a park or whatever, or don't have enough stories about hiking in this or camping in that. So, if I were to say that I like nature, then I am a liar and everyone can see it and will hate me forever. So, yay!