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Religious OCD
On Sunday, I went to church service and the sermon was about the difference between the natural and supernatural and how God is supernatural. This triggered my obsessions in mental reviewing if I depend on God enough and if my perspective is influenced too much by the natural instead of the supernatural. My pastor explained how from the worlds perspective they rely on knowledge and intellect. For instance, doctor's may say your are at risk of developing a specific condition from all of these factors. He was saying that doctors do not have all the answers and that we shouldn't be reliant on medication to treat illness. He said that it doesn't mean to avoid medication to treat illness, but to not rely on it. He explained how the world is too reliant on procedures to treat illness. I personally believe in God's healing, but I think he gifted doctor's and others in the medical field to treat disease. God has enabled medicine to improve and progress purposefully. He also talked about how God speaks to us through dreams and how we need to heed warnings from him in this medium of communication. This sermon through me to rumination and made me go into tangents. I feel like I am not spiritually minded enough and fear that my dreams mean something deeper. I fear God's punishment and like he is displeased with me. I feel like an awful person. Does anyone have support for me?