- Date posted
- 46w
I can’t stop thinking about it
My ex sent me paragraphs and paragraphs the other day because I was being disrespectful, hurtful and immature, when all I did was try to make sure he was okay, stop people from saying rude and hurtful shit and say he didn’t deserve for his new gf to cheat on him even though the pain I felt might be his karma. His new gf has completely thrown the truth and said I was saying horrible shit when Infact she was the one saying it to other people. As well as this seeing the one person I wanted to be friends with after the situation ended but couldn’t I had some heartfelt feelings of genuine concern, I unblocked him as a way of saying if you need a friend I’m there for you, but it didn’t come across that way because his gf said I’d only just blocked her when that wasn’t true I’ve had them both blocked for months and then he started attacking me saying basically I wanted to get back with him when that’s not the case because I’m seeing someone else atm. I told him it over and over that I just want to be friends and that in my mind was the first start to unblocking because there’s no need for the animosity, but he just kept blaming and blaming and blaming me which hurt beyond anything because I was genuinely only trying to be nice after all I’ve been through is insane of me and everyone that night said that I had too big of a heart. How am I meant to go on now thinking everyone is gonna judge me when all my friends said that they would never think that. It’s painful in my head rn, what am I to do