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Hi!, tell me if i have OCD or scrupulositt For november 2023 its started my blasphemous thoughts like – Saying cuss word to God -Denying Christ – Feeling that i sell my soul – Doubting God (December 2023) – everything that blasphemous To.ease those stuff -i did searching on google -going church for forgiveness -Praying every night [Today, those thoughts of mine were now gone below from 100 to 64% because it morph to new things and therefore those thoughts that i mentioned above were somewhat active on my mind but they go back] TODAY, the things that i suffered is that that doubtibg whether it was intrusive or not for mind saying – Your stupid God -Your useless -I hate you and i really feels that it was intentional because whenever my thinks any thoughts which is not related to religios or to God, after, my mind or me itself will say bad words to God like i need to think also bad thoughts to God. And also, i felt scared when i think God, feel God, or read how people talk about God because of my anxeity, because of my long battle towards religion. I just want to disregard first God (but I’m scared because of that action or plan that i will me made)

TexasOCD41

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 43w

https://www.treatmyocd.com/blog/scrupulosity-ocd this is all textbook OCD. googling and going to church and praying specifically for this is all compulsions and that makes OCD worse. You need to stop googling, and you need to only pray or go to church if you want to, not to seek forgiveness and relief. read the article I attached it will explain what you are going through and what you should do to treat this. This actually has nothing to do with God or your religion, this Is fake lies from OCD using how important your faith is against you. This is not blasphemous, this is a thought disorder.

RLlovesJesus✝️

Date posted: 43w

Classic OCD. I deal with the same stuff, but God has been with me through it all. It’s hard, but don’t give up. God would never forsake you, especially in a time of suffering

Asuna

Date posted: 43w

Well God already knows what you think or say before you say it. What you choose is important . I cling to basics ...his love is unfailing. And faith in in is important. And love esp love his creation ...that's you. Love you.

Kizuu

Date posted: 43w

but when i close my eyes to sleep then i will think blasphemous thoughts

RLlovesJesus✝️

Date posted: 43w

@Anonymous I’ve been through that too. Literally just ignore them. It’s about the heart, not the head. God knows that you want Him in your heart, and knows these thoughts are against your will. He will not hold it against you. It took me months to accept that (and it’s still a journey I’m working through) but God has shown me I can trust Him to carry me through. He will do the same for you & He will sustain you “If you confess with your mouth Jesus is Lord & believe in your heart God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.” Jesus is Lord of all creation & your life. He knows what you’re going through & knows your heart is pure

RLlovesJesus✝️

Date posted: 43w

@Romans 8:38-39 ✝️ Side note: the more you respond to the thoughts, the more they will come. You know in your heart they’re lies & they don’t deserve your attention. You can truly just ignore them. Don’t focus on them. Focus on the good things in life instead. Praise God for things you’re thankful for. Not in response to the thoughts, but just randomly throughout the day. God tells us to focus on what is good & holy (Philippians 4:8), which I know from personal experience is really hard in times like this. But focusing on the thoughts just makes them grow more

Anonymous

Date posted: 14w

Religious OCD, ashamed of my thoughts

I am a christian guy who grew up in a christian community and family. For as long as i remember, ive had horrible thoughts about all kinds of things that i dont know where to begin. Due to my extreme thoughts, i feel as if i am unworthy of practicing my religioin, such as praying, reading, meditating, etc. I feel ashamed when i go to church, as if i dont belong there because i feel like i am secretely evil, and that God knows i am evil and i am committing blasphemy by going there, and refusing to "repent", from my thoughts. But then again, my thoughts are just thoughts, sure. So whats the problem? - The problem is that in my faith, i have been taught that we must control our thoughts, so they do not get power over us to make us commit sin. Such as "If you think lustfully about a woman, you have already committed adultery with her in your heart". This verse has killed my self esteem, due to the constant unwanted sexual and disturbing thoughts. It makes me feel like a monster, who secretely just wants to abuse and be horrible to people, even though i know very well i do not want this. Sometimes i think horrible things about the people i love very much, such as my girlfriend. It feels so wrong and evil, even though i know it isnt my true will.

CJ_022

Date posted: 11w

Scrupulosity

Been having blasphemous intrusive thoughts about God. Then sometimes I’m really struggling and I feel resentful, sometimes even towards God, which I know is not right, I want to have reverence. But it feels like sometimes I think the blasphemous thoughts on purpose because of my anger. I don’t know if this is an OCD issue or an issue of my heart or both. But yeah I don’t know what to do.

Tulip1234

Date posted: 6w

OCD or something else

I have religious OCD and the thoughts have been becoming really bad. I’ve been hitting myself punching myself screaming quietly if that makes sense pulling my hair out talking to myself nonstop. I can’t even hang out with my family without doing these things or going to another room to do these things, these thoughts of overtaking my life I will always be Christian God is most important to me and I’m so scared because these thoughts are terrible. They’re disgusting they never ending. There’s always something going on in my mind. I don’t understand. I’m scared. I’m turning into a bad person. I don’t wanna dishonor the Lord God, I don’t know if this is just OCD or something else.

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