We are only what we know, and I wished to be so much more than I was, sorely.”

I’m sorry you’re not good.

I love you❤️❤️

I love you too you are a home to me

I’m good. It makes me so happy that I’m a home to you❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’m good. How are you?❤️❤️

I think you have it right or almost right. I would say it really hurts to see the beauty of the world and not be able to live it.

Thank you chelsea❤️ I miss you

You’re always welcome Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️. I’m here for you too❤️❤️❤️❤️

It’s going good❤️❤️

That’s good to hear my dear friend❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’d love to!

She has a great voice. I’ll listen to it now.

I did❤️

Now I have one for you if you want❤️

I do wantt❤️

Phillip Phillips Gone Gone Gone

Let’s listen to it

I liked it❤️❤️❤️

Yay!!!😁. It’s probably my favorite love song.

I’m here now❤️❤️. Did you have a good time with your friends?❤️❤️

Everything is going well. I’m trying to work on my writing.

I’m sorry.

I’m glad your eating is better❤️❤️. Thank you for being with me❤️❤️. I’m here for you too❤️❤️. I love you my dear Peter❤️❤️. Goodnight❤️❤️

I miss you❤️❤️

No Peter I don’t feel that way❤️❤️

Well I always love your hugs❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m doing good. How are you?❤️❤️

I love you❤️

I love you too❤️❤️❤️❤️

You don’t know what you mean to me❤️❤️❤️❤️

You dont know too You are really really really important to me❤️ I wish you be happy forever chelsea❤️

I’m so happy and thankful for having you in my life

I love you

I love you too my dear Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️

It’s finally over the long day is over and you are here with me

I love you

I’ll keep you in prayer my dear friend!❤️❤️❤️❤️

It’s okay Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️. I’m giving you a big warm hug❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love you my dear Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️

No of course not my dear friend❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love you soo much❤️

I love you so much too❤️❤️❤️❤️

How are you today my dear Chelsea❤️

I’m good❤️

There’s something I’ve been wanting to tell you but I keep forgetting.

That’s good to hear❤️❤️❤️ Tell me nowwww❤️❤️❤️

I want you to come so bad too❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tell me how are you my friend

Are you really good?

I love you plese pray for me its a very bery hard time for me ..please dont forget ir be bored of me I love you Goodnight chelsea i hope you are really good I’m soo sorry i have to sleep i really want to escape

I love you too Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️. I love you so much❤️❤️❤️❤️. I really am good. I’m praying for you and I never ever get bored of you❤️❤️❤️❤️. Goodnight my dear Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️

My desr chelsea i hope you are all right..i will close my phone for a while like a week or maybe more ..i love you dont worry about me i will miss you soo much but i think this will help..take a good care of yourself and be happy chelsea you sre soo beautiful❤️❤️ I love you❤️

I love you too Peter❤️❤️. I hope this will help you❤️❤️. I’m praying for you❤️❤️. I’ll miss you too❤️❤️ Did you get a new phone? Will you still be able to email me?

Hiw ate you chelsea

Are you okay?❤️❤️

I’m not

Can you help me right something in the right way... i was writing something and i want to say in it that it really hurts to see they beauty of the world without the ability to live it ..can you plesse put it in the best way?

You’re welcome Peter❤️❤️. I miss you too!❤️❤️

I love you Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’m so sad so so sad chelsea it’s a nightmare inwant to go far away from all of this people just do anything toll i die chelsea it’s a really really weird that from 7 billion one i’m like that

Chelsea i cant express what i want to say

It’s alot i cant express it

I understand what you’re saying Peter. I’m so sorry you’re hurting.

Why do you want to go away from everyone?

Because I’m so different i don’t deserve them they are like my mirror i see how bad i am when i look at them..i feel I’m lying to them

I don’t understand all your thoughts, but the ones I do understand don’t seem to be who you are in your heart❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love you so so much❤️❤️❤️❤️

If you see them and be with them youu will definitely stop loving me But i really do love you too

Oh no Peter I wouldn’t stop loving you❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love you no matter how anyone else is❤️❤️❤️❤️. I believe you are a good person, but I love you no matter what❤️❤️❤️❤️

You don’t know how much joy you bring me❤️❤️❤️❤️

You made me cry❤️ thank you chelsea i wish i be with you for the rest of it❤️

I lost all my hair

Why what happened?

I dont know i think because of my mental health

I’m so sorry Peter. How are you today?

I’m giving you a hug,how are you?

I’m giving you a hug too❤️❤️. I’m good❤️❤️

How are you Peter?❤️❤️

I know you’re not doing well Peter. I love you so very much❤️❤️❤️❤️

Are you here my dear Peter?❤️❤️

I’m here chelsea❤️

So good to hear that you are good

How the writing is going mu dear

Do you want to listen a song?❤️

Adele dont you remember

Did you like it?❤️

I love you I’m giving you a big hug ..I’m going to this place with my friends wish me a good time

You are soo beautiful

I will talk to you as soon as i come back

Thank you Peter❤️❤️. I hope you have a good time❤️❤️. I’m looking to talking with you when you get back❤️❤️

I’m giving you a big hug too my dear Peter❤️❤️

And I love you to❤️❤️❤️❤️

❤️❤️❤️❤️

Chelseaaaa❤️😂

Hello!❤️😂

I wannaaaaa ask a girly question

❤️😂

Of a girl said to a boy you have a baby face is that a compliment like something good or bad?❤️😂

I’m not sure but I think it just means you have a youthful face😂

Oh I thought it’s like a really good thing😂😂😂😂❤️👊🏾

It’s okay❤️😂

I missed you❤️

Not really but it was okay❤️

I’m sorry

Do you still have your fever?

Yes!

But i think it’s better than before but it still exists

But the good news that i dont care my friend I don’t care if i have hiv i will live till it end me like i dont care❤️😂

If you come to the US will you get tested?

I think i will but I’m not sure my deat

Let it go it’s okay❤️

Telll meeee

How is everything goingggt

Our movie get postponed several times😂

I think we should watch it soon

How is everything going for you?❤️❤️

Not soo good my dear but it’s okay❤️

It’s okay❤️❤️❤️❤️

You are so beautiful❤️❤️

Thank you❤️❤️

How has your eating been?❤️❤️

Better chelsea❤️

I’m with you forever in anything

Goodnight❤️ ( be happy❤️)

I miss you too❤️❤️ Can i asm a weird question?❤️

Like sara keep saying that she misses me and I’m not here anymore Do you like feel the same way that the old peter not here anymore and like you miss him?

That’s good my friend❤️❤️❤️

How much does Sara know about what you’re going through?

Not much my friend..it really puts a load on me she wants me to do thinfs and talk like before and i really cant

And it hurts me

I’m sorry my dear Peter. I understand how that must hurt you. Do you think there’s anything you can tell her?

I’m hugging you

I’m hugging you too❤️❤️❤️❤️

What’s going on my sweet friend?❤️❤️

Nothing i just wanted to hug you❤️

How are you my dear chelsea?❤️

I’m okay❤️

Are you really okay?❤️❤️

Not really😅

Thank you Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️. That means so much to me❤️❤️❤️❤️. I’m so happy and thankful for you too and I want you to be happy forever too❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’m so sad

I’m here my dear Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️

What’s on your mind?❤️❤️

Chelsea i think of sara’s mother in a very bad way..she is everything to sara her everything

If sara knew that i did that she will never talk to me again

And her mother loves me as if i am her son

Chelsea no

I’m sorry you had these thoughts Peter.

I still love you Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️

Are these thoughts how you really feel about her? I’m not judging you. I’m just trying to understand.

No

Chelsea no i dont even see her

Were they an emotional reaction? Like for example sometimes when people get angry with each other they think angry or violent thoughts about the person they’re angry with.

Sometimes it be like a reaction and sometimes without anytime

Anything*

My dear friend you’re more normal than you believe❤️❤️. It’s normal to have bad thoughts when you get angry. Maybe it’s wrong to have them but everyone has them when they get angry. They don’t mean you’re a weird person❤️❤️ I don’t understand all of your other thoughts but I still believe at least some of them are normal and not from your heart❤️❤️

How are you feeling?❤️❤️

Chelsea leave me

My dear Peter I can’t do that❤️❤️❤️❤️

You mean so so much to me❤️❤️❤️❤️

Are you here my dear Peter?❤️❤️

I’m so sad so so sad I’m soo evil and bad

I love you so so much my dear dear Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️. I’m hugging you so close❤️❤️❤️❤️

You’re going to get through this my dear Peter❤️❤️❤️❤️. It’s going to be okay❤️❤️❤️❤️

Chelsea everything is okay I’m not i’m evil i don’t deserve to be okay

My dear Peter I want you to be okay❤️❤️❤️❤️. I want you to get better❤️❤️❤️❤️

Would you like to talk about what happened that is making you so sad?❤️❤️

I had a nice day today!

I dont know how i had terrible thoughts but the day was good indont know if this is good or bad! But it wasn’t a bad day

Did you really have a good day?❤️❤️

Yes chelsea i did❤️ How was your day❤️

I’m glad you had a good day Peter!❤️❤️❤️❤️. My day was long but good❤️❤️

I love you too my sweet friend❤️❤️❤️❤️. I’m happy to be here with you❤️❤️❤️❤️

Have you gone biking lately?

Chelsea

I’m going to enter the embassy soon..

I’m scared😂

How are you my dear friend( I’m sorry I didn’t reply yesterday i slept without knowing😅(

It’s okay❤️. I’m good. How are you?❤️❤️

I’m soo depressed chelsea You are so beautiful

Thank you Peter❤️❤️. I’m sorry you’re depressed. I love you❤️❤️❤️❤️

Chelsea

I’m here my dear Peter❤️❤️

Csn you please chelsea go❤️

Please just go