Just venting

I’m really scared to talk about this but I feel like it’s bothering me so much right now. Idk what started my groinal responses but I realized that they’ve been going on for a long time. This whole thing is weird idek if it is a groinal response or if i’m trying to trick myself, but the only thing i’m sure about is that I hate it so much and I pray everyday that it goes away. So I noticed everytime I get excited or happy I start feelings stuff down there. Like I remember when I used to take care and sleep with my baby neice while her mom was at work. I swaddled her up and layed her next to me and just seeing how small she looked, I felt like I was a mom. But, just the feeling of taking care of her like i was her mom made me feel something down there. When I noticed it I was like wtf… why do i feel that. Ik for a fact that im not attracted to kids but why did i feel that. It happens alot when I spoil my neice and nephews, like i was at the store today and I saw pajamas that I knew my neice would like and then I was like shes gonna look so adorable in this and then I get that feeling again. Idk what it is. Idk i really dont know I hate it so much. She doesn’t deserve this.

calmlavender

Date posted: 41w

Also, get your niece the pajamas if you can :) I’m sure she’ll love it!!

calmlavender

Date posted: 41w

Hey There! I’m really sorry you’re struggling and scared! I can hear that this is weighing on you. It’s okay to experience confusing physical sensations in moments that are full of heightened emotions—whatever the emotions may be. These kinds of responses don’t define you or reflect anything wrong about who you are. The fact that you’re concerned shows how deeply you care for your niece and nephews. Your love and protectiveness shine through in every word. Sometimes, people’s bodies can react in unexpected ways to intense emotions, even if those feelings are completely innocent and well meaning. It doesn’t change anything about the goodness of your intentions and is not something you need to feel ashamed about. You deserve support and I encourage you to speak with a therapist about this—there is no shame and you’re not alone :). It takes a lot of strength to open up so thank you for sharing. Be gentle with yourself—you’re not alone or bad by any means, and support is there for you and you deserve the best!

Anonymous

Date posted: 41w

@calmlavender Thank you so much for this!❤️

calmlavender

Date posted: 41w

@Anonymous @Anonymous Anytime! Take care of yourself please! ❤️ And if it happens again try to see if you can let it be — telling yourself that okay “you felt something” but that you’re okay and you’re safe and that you are just as amazing and deserving of all the love support. Because you are :)

malolin_21

Date posted: 25w

I feel anxious

I’m on my period and o think my ocd feels a little worse today… I feel anxious and like something bad is about to happen, like I can’t move or talk cause I’ll freak out or snap and do something. Also I had a gronial response about an SA topic and I feel horrible, I’ve noticed that I do have these gronials as if I’m actually into that but idk if it can happen that you have the gronial and think “oh I’m horny, not about this but I am” is that possible? Idk how to say it… also I think I just want reassurance but I’m also scared…

Hashi 🩷

Date posted: 24w

Has anyone else experience this?

Ive been having rough days lately i can't stop crying and i just feel like a mess because of this. I'm posting this because i'm trying to understand whats happening,not in an obsessing way but i genuinly want to understand or i guess feel validaded like i'm not alone since i genuinly fear i'm crazy or i'm the only ones experiencing this and maybe theres something wrong with me. Ive been experiencing groinals for a while around my cats ,at first , the usual i was incredibly scared at the moment. Now i feel different,i do still feel scared but now it feels like i'm causing them. I'm my case i have the urge of doing something about it the moment i get it Now while i do feel scared and try to not be around My cats while i have them,at the same time it feels sometimes that i cause them to feel that sensation which really scares me because i can tell im enjoying it and i can't stop feeling guilty and awful about it. Ive been crying a lot over this and i really fear that this could mean something else Even at some points it felt like the idea seduces me which is also really really scary. I know this isnt like this for everyone but i wanted to know if anyone else experienced this

Faker6532

Date posted: 22w

Tingling or arousal sensations?

Does anyone else when they have the thoughts, they feel against it, but they still get arousal or tenglings sensations in the groinal area? Because this is what I experienced today and I feel like crap. This is going to be very triggering for a lot of you, but there are a lot of times that I notice things from kids. For example, there is a thirteen year old kid who looks very developed for her age, and I take notice of (and this already sounds creepy to me) her chest. Today with my thoughts, I imagined as if I were touching it, and although I usually "no no or "I don't want to do that", she is a kid, etc., I still get responses in my groinal area, and It felt very real. Even now, I feel as though I am faking it, even though I groan 😮‍💨 from it, and feel as though I am a fraud. Does anyone relate?

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