peterateff
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GummyDropGummyDrop
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I have hocd and I’m sad too
peterateffpeterateff
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I’m not gay..but it’s nit rape i have done this with all my consciousness and no one forced me to do
peterateffpeterateff
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I have done horrible things and no one forced me to do it
peterateffpeterateff
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Do you think I’m bad person?
GummyDropGummyDrop
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If someone raped you it’s not your fault
peterateffpeterateff
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@GummyDrop No one did this ..i made horrible mistakes
peterateffpeterateff
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Okay you don’t want to talk to Me?
GummyDropGummyDrop
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Nooo I was watching YouTube to get my thoughts off my mind
peterateffpeterateff
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Can i ask why you don’t reply?..is ut beaause what diid you know about me?
hateocd123hateocd123
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I'm sorry you're going through such a difficult time. I wish I was able to say something that would make you feel better. I still believe that what you're experiencing are intrusive thoughts, but you NEED to seek a therapist, one that you trust, to help you through this. As for your past, we can't change what's already taken place. You shouldn't beat yourself up. If what happened was consensual there's no reason to hold onto any guilt. If you're not interested in making the same choices that's alright too. I hope you're alright.
peterateffpeterateff
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Thank you ..i’m just lost and don’t know what to do therapist havent helped me
hateocd123hateocd123
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When you go to the therapist are you completely honest?
peterateffpeterateff
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Yes. He told me that you can’t do anything for what you have done but forgive yourself..
hateocd123hateocd123
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You do need to forgive yourself. It's impossible to change the past, but you have control over your future to a certain extent. You control your actions and decide what you do and don't do.
GummyDropGummyDrop
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@hateocd123 Boiii I hocd how??? I hate my gay thoughts and especially gronial and Idk if it’s real or it’s my anxiety
hateocd123hateocd123
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@GummyDrop You need to sit with it until the anxiety eventually decreases. It might take a long time but it will happen.
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