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Mod22Mod22
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Yo I know the feeling I had this but it changed to Hocd
LostForeverLostForever
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What process? I experience the same, for past actions, in ways I could have gotten it
Mod22Mod22
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Yeah I used to do that too
LostForeverLostForever
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@Mod22 How have you gotten past it? Did you to check ups? I am so afraid that I got my family and friend sick.
Mod22Mod22
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@Trueblossom Yo G I didn’t get past it my ocd just switched from That to Hocd and now I don’t even worry about it anymore because for me Hocd is a bigger hurdle
LostForeverLostForever
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@Mod22 I can relate to that, but than not the type of ocd, but the type of disease
Mod22Mod22
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@Trueblossom Yeah Guy it’s been 6/7 months I have good days and bad days man but I’m not the same person G my energy is so off I used to be really funny turning up, getting girls even though i would be ocd about hiv but yeah now I’m just always down Guy
Mod22Mod22
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@Trueblossom But it used to be dark G I remember this one time I slept with someone and started to have false signals in 30 minutes now that I look at it I laugh ?? who gets symptoms in 30 but
bsbs
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How did u overcame it
Mod22Mod22
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Love. I can say dating someone I trust made it fade but a week later I got Hocd
LostForeverLostForever
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Me? I’m still living through it, I want to do test for hiv and other virusses, but the prices. And I know that when I have done these tests, I will think of other diseases... I makes me want to cry all day long and isolate myself from the world
hateocd123hateocd123
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This was one if my first themes as a little girl.
Mod22Mod22
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It was my first too had it when I had unprotected sex with this other girl in my dorm and healed this year only to get another theme in a week tf man just wanna be myself again
LostForeverLostForever
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What are you dealing with now?
hateocd123hateocd123
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@Trueblossom Hocd
Mod22Mod22
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@Trueblossom Hocd
LostForeverLostForever
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@hateocd123 Did it replace the hiv thoughts? Or did you actuslly get tested? I know that information won’t help me, but I just can’t tell anymore whether my fear is legitimate or not. I am going to my psychologist wednesday, but don’t how I can manage another day. I know I will, but it’s so hard and I don’t know how to enjoy anything anymore. It all started 3 weeks ago, and I have felt empty and anxious all the time. I used to love cooking, but now I am afraid I make people sick, or that I already have, because I think I have hiv and spread it to others
LostForeverLostForever
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@Trueblossom I jave dealth with hocd (yet)
Mod22Mod22
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@Trueblossom I got tested then I said fuck it because like I said I was in love with someone but the first week of dating the sex wasn’t that good then Hocd thoughts came up and here I am now
Mod22Mod22
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@Mod22 It got really good great in fact but wasn’t enough to get them off
TqhTqh
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It was one of my first themes when I was a little girl. Then when I understood more about it, I knew it was impossible, but I still hate walking on the street and finding stuff like bandaids or spots that look like blood.
Mod22Mod22
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Me too there was Blood on the toilet seat of my dorm and dried blood infact I touched it slightly and it brought it back for like 2 hours but obviously my Hocd is greater right now so I just shrugged it off
TqhTqh
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@Mod22 Same here, my other themes are stronger so i just disregard the thoughts
LostForeverLostForever
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@Tqh Yes, like orher things does nit matter anyore, you’re to preoccupied with something else... can rerate
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