How Non-OCD Dad Feels?

Do you want to know what it's like for someone without OCD to be a Dad for an OCD son? I don't mean to add to your struggles, but I feel it's important for you to understand how your therapist, father, or mother might feel. We also have thoughts and fears—like worrying about not having enough money to support you, or concerns about our health and ability to work, pay for your college, or buy the new shoes you need. We fear seeing you struggle more deeply with your thoughts and anxiety episodes while feeling helpless. We grieve that we didn't recognize your condition earlier so we could have helped you better. Yet, despite all these fears and sadness, having you around brings us immense joy. Please know that each of you is deeply loved by someone who would sacrifice everything for you. Yes, we sometimes lose our temper and get upset, but it's not with you. It's the frustration of not understanding what's happening with you that upsets us. Feeling helpless drives us crazy. If OCD were a person, count me as its kiler. Love to all of you, and wishing you a speedy recovery.