- Date posted
- 39w
I need help with a really difficult OCD episode
I am trying very hard not to ruminate or give into compulsions, but I must be failing. I’m starting to dissociate super bad and my harm OCD coupled with the dissociation is unimaginably difficult. It legitimately feels like I’m losing my mind and that there’s no way this could be OCD. I don’t feel like myself. I don’t feel like I’m inside my body. I feel like even compulsions don’t take the anxiety or fear away. It feels like I am getting worse which also feels like I’m going to snap, which then fuels the fear cycle. If anyone has experienced this and can help, I would be greatly appreciative.