Hey guys, having a rough one today. There's no need to report, I'm not feeling suicidal or self harming. But if I'm honest, the thought of giving up on life is a relief in some ways! This past 10 months I've dealt with so much shit, False memories, real event OCD, POCD, ROCD, Harm OCD, animal abuse...Gotta catch em all I guess?! Haha. I've been to the point where I wanted to end it, I think I just get out of there enough where I have some value to life, but don't fear it anymore. Just feeling a bit alone with my OCD at the moment, wanting to know there are others out there.

Lewis

Date posted: 5y

Yeah it's almost like a routine, when they ask do you have a plan in place? I'm not going to be like "Yeah I've actually pre bought my tickets through national express" haha My sleep is generally quite good, it used to be terrible and I was on medication just to sleep. Now evening and sleep is probably the best parts of the day. I think it's natural for OCD to be the most prominent in the mornings or when there's no distractions

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

Agreed, I tend to feel the shittiest when I first wake up

Callum x

Date posted: 5y

Hey Lewis. I’m experiencing harm OCD and it’s causing me serious depression. Would be good to talk

Lewis

Date posted: 5y

I'm sorry to hear that ? Is yours worried about what you may do or stuff you think you have done?

Callum x

Date posted: 5y

Both :/

Lewis

Date posted: 5y

I can relate :/ How have you been dealing with it?

Callum x

Date posted: 5y

@Lewis Trying to just accept it but it mutates and finds a new way to cause doubts

Lewis

Date posted: 5y

@Cal2019 That sucks. Does your change themes? Or just sticks to one event/type?

Callum x

Date posted: 5y

@Lewis Harm OCD mate.

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