- Date posted
- 35w
Discussion about why recovery feels fake/ forced
Can we talk about how recovery feels “fake” or like you’re faking it? Realizing that when I stop ruminating and go do things I value before this big flare - it almost feels like I’m being a fraud or faking it because I feel compelled and pulled back to either ruminate, compulse, or act on my intrusive thoughts (which in this case is unfortunately) self harm/ SI theme ocd. On week 2 of 100 mg of Zoloft so hoping as time passes I can move past this roadblock and not feeling like my head is exploding all day Anyone else ?