Ocd about anything

Bro I watched a video where somebody said what if I'm a cheeseburger let the anxiety pass. Then I watched a psych ward video where a guy was talking to his bed and I had the thought what if I'm a piece of furniture and my mom's lying to me and I freaked tf out dude I was ready to drive to the mental hospital lol

I'm so happy for you. I hope to be where you are one day.

@Ragnarking18 Thank you you will get there with erp trust me I had it so bad But I do still deal with health theme sadly

@Monii Idk mine is bat shit crazy. We're u scared of believing delusions?

@Ragnarking18 I perfect understand I thought it was the end of the word when I started experiencing that after having a baby my ocd got so bad harm health all themes together it was crazy but it was just ocd latching on anything I care I had all those thoughts and fear plus with depersonalization my OCD tried to convenienced me that depersonalization and Derealization weren’t part of anxiety but they were part of my schizophrenia and delusions

@Monii Yea but I saw a guy talking to a bed on a YouTube video and I thought what if I'm really a piece of furniture it's so absurd but I'm scared I'll believe it. I laugh when I say it out loud but in my mind I'm like ur crazy commit yourself now

@Monii I wish my thoughts weren't embarrassing and crazy jus wish I had hand washing like when I was a kid

@Ragnarking18 See how it started what if ? Is definitely ocd thoughts so tell your ocd maybe I m a piece of furniture nothing wrong with that maybe I m maybe I m or maybe no whatever say this in your mind when you get the thoughts

@Ragnarking18 Oh I m have so many embarrassing ones as well is ocd

@Monii Thanks I will try this. What thoughts did you have

@Ragnarking18 What if I get schizophrenia and start hearing voices ! What if I go crazy and have to be locked up? What if I stay like this for ever with depersonalization then what if I don’t have ocd and Is bipolar or something else the list go on also harm ocd you know how that go ocd is the worse thing

@Monii Used to get them sometimes this thoughts pop up but I don’t longer feel anxious or any discomfort at all I m struggling daily with health ocd this the hardest for me

@Monii I'm so sorry yes I've had harm theme that's what started then existential now schizo/psychosis. The triple header

@Ragnarking18 That’s how exactly mine started harm and schizophrenia theme go hand to hand they go together I really recommend erp for it I did erp myself constantly exposed my self to it until one day the thought didn’t cause me anxiety and distress of course my ocd was like so no anxiety that mean you really want to do this bad things ah ? But that’s just ocd playing games again so I also I accept those thoughts until I overcome it as well I been through all the theme and moved on some how I m stuck forever with health theme it seem :/

@Monii Yea mine started with hocd in August then it switched to harm then I switched meds my anxiety was so bad I was trying to get off effexor and get on clomipramine and I tapered to fast and then I went on a tailspin. My brain is like wtf

Telling me crazy shit lol no voices just thoughts

@Ragnarking18 I thought it’s pure OCD do these thoughts…. So I might have schizophrenia too , thoughts I have also totally insane

@FrenchFry I've hade pure o since I was 7 every theme

@FrenchFry What's ur thoughts this'll b fun. I worried I would believe I'm an alien and all my intrusive thoughts come from the damn internet

@Ragnarking18 We’ve all been there,you know what’s real, and what your brain is making you think….you know and God knows the real you.

@Boss34 I feel like God hates me. I should of never got off effexor during a flare up

@Boss34 I feel like it ruined my brain now all my thoughts are jus nuts

@Ragnarking18 I’m not a real religious person, I’m 62, I know what I believe… God dirs not hate anyone

@Ragnarking18 Your brain isn’t ruined, it’s just not wired rite, not to be funny, but mi es not either. I e had crazy thoughts a long time, but I know none of them are true, that’s the main thing!

@Boss34 Thank you that brings me some peace