Ragnarking18
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Ocd about anything
I'm dealing with schizophrenia ocd stiiiiilll and I read ocd can be about anything soo yea now I'm having absurd random thoughts that are crazy.
LuziusLuzius
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It‘s true, ocd can tell you all kinds of stories. Mabay you are actualy e lemon?! Nobody knows 🤗 if you try to rule out, that you are actually a lemon, you will find 1000 reasans that you are!
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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Bro I watched a video where somebody said what if I'm a cheeseburger let the anxiety pass. Then I watched a psych ward video where a guy was talking to his bed and I had the thought what if I'm a piece of furniture and my mom's lying to me and I freaked tf out dude I was ready to drive to the mental hospital lol
MoniiMonii
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I was there in 2022 I overcame it exposing myself to the thought now here and there I get them but doesn’t cause me anxiety anymore or any distress
MoniiMonii
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And I don’t even care about them if I m or will be schizophrenic later on
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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I'm so happy for you. I hope to be where you are one day.
MoniiMonii
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@Ragnarking18 Thank you you will get there with erp trust me I had it so bad But I do still deal with health theme sadly
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Monii Idk mine is bat shit crazy. We're u scared of believing delusions?
MoniiMonii
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@Ragnarking18 I perfect understand I thought it was the end of the word when I started experiencing that after having a baby my ocd got so bad harm health all themes together it was crazy but it was just ocd latching on anything I care I had all those thoughts and fear plus with depersonalization my OCD tried to convenienced me that depersonalization and Derealization weren’t part of anxiety but they were part of my schizophrenia and delusions
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Monii Yea but I saw a guy talking to a bed on a YouTube video and I thought what if I'm really a piece of furniture it's so absurd but I'm scared I'll believe it. I laugh when I say it out loud but in my mind I'm like ur crazy commit yourself now
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Monii I wish my thoughts weren't embarrassing and crazy jus wish I had hand washing like when I was a kid
MoniiMonii
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@Ragnarking18 See how it started what if ? Is definitely ocd thoughts so tell your ocd maybe I m a piece of furniture nothing wrong with that maybe I m maybe I m or maybe no whatever say this in your mind when you get the thoughts
MoniiMonii
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@Ragnarking18 Oh I m have so many embarrassing ones as well is ocd
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Monii Thanks I will try this. What thoughts did you have
MoniiMonii
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@Ragnarking18 What if I get schizophrenia and start hearing voices ! What if I go crazy and have to be locked up? What if I stay like this for ever with depersonalization then what if I don’t have ocd and Is bipolar or something else the list go on also harm ocd you know how that go ocd is the worse thing
MoniiMonii
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@Monii Used to get them sometimes this thoughts pop up but I don’t longer feel anxious or any discomfort at all I m struggling daily with health ocd this the hardest for me
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Monii I'm so sorry yes I've had harm theme that's what started then existential now schizo/psychosis. The triple header
MoniiMonii
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@Ragnarking18 That’s how exactly mine started harm and schizophrenia theme go hand to hand they go together I really recommend erp for it I did erp myself constantly exposed my self to it until one day the thought didn’t cause me anxiety and distress of course my ocd was like so no anxiety that mean you really want to do this bad things ah ? But that’s just ocd playing games again so I also I accept those thoughts until I overcome it as well I been through all the theme and moved on some how I m stuck forever with health theme it seem :/
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Monii Yea mine started with hocd in August then it switched to harm then I switched meds my anxiety was so bad I was trying to get off effexor and get on clomipramine and I tapered to fast and then I went on a tailspin. My brain is like wtf
FrenchFryFrenchFry
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What exactly schizophrenia do telling ?
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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Telling me crazy shit lol no voices just thoughts
FrenchFryFrenchFry
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@Ragnarking18 I thought it’s pure OCD do these thoughts…. So I might have schizophrenia too , thoughts I have also totally insane
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@FrenchFry I've hade pure o since I was 7 every theme
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@FrenchFry What's ur thoughts this'll b fun. I worried I would believe I'm an alien and all my intrusive thoughts come from the damn internet
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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Na my thoughts are too crazy to share
Boss34Boss34
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@Ragnarking18 We’ve all been there,you know what’s real, and what your brain is making you think….you know and God knows the real you.
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Boss34 I feel like God hates me. I should of never got off effexor during a flare up
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Boss34 I feel like it ruined my brain now all my thoughts are jus nuts
Boss34Boss34
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@Ragnarking18 I’m not a real religious person, I’m 62, I know what I believe… God dirs not hate anyone
Boss34Boss34
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@Ragnarking18 Your brain isn’t ruined, it’s just not wired rite, not to be funny, but mi es not either. I e had crazy thoughts a long time, but I know none of them are true, that’s the main thing!
Ragnarking18 Ragnarking18
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@Boss34 Thank you that brings me some peace
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Physcosis ocd??
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- 22w
feeling like my thoughts are too unique
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Anonymous
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- 14w
Is schizo ocd a thing?
I have been having these fears about developing schizophrenia, it reached a point where i am starting to almost hear things or the smallest sounds and my mind tells me you're schizophrenic, and i feel this weird sensations in my ear as if someone is whispering yet i can barely hear them, the thing is i am not diagnosed yet because i never work with an OCD therapist but i study psychology so i just used what i learnt to give a meaning to my suffering, many themes of this fear have been happening before and this schizophrenia fear is the last one. I want to know what advice you can give me or ways to make my brain calm down a little bit, i also don't have and can't afford a therapist that's why i am here in the first place I also want to know more informations or experiences with this theme if anyone habe experienced it and what helped you with it I remember feeling better for a while but than i collapsed back, but i am hoping to get better soon too or anytime in the future, I don't want reassurance so make sure you be as real as you can, and thanks 🙏🏻
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