- Date posted
- 30w
Ocd
I can't take it anymore, my OCD is too strong, it's simply taking away my whole life's strength and my will to live, I just can't take it anymore, it's too strong, I can't live anymore
I can't take it anymore, my OCD is too strong, it's simply taking away my whole life's strength and my will to live, I just can't take it anymore, it's too strong, I can't live anymore
I used to feel that way every second of my life a couple years ago, and sometimes I still feel that way, but it’s rare. I promise you, if you put in the work you will see the results/peace. It’s not the actual thought that scares you it’s the fact that you can’t turn it off that causes the severe anxiety
Thank you, this whole thing is so scary, it's like I'm being manipulated or I don't know, it's really scary, like there's something evil in my brain and it wants to change me into something I don't want.
So far everything has been perfect, I have had no intrusive thoughts, only very rarely about 1 or 2. But nothing influenced me, I didn't even bother with it, it wasn't even a minute and it disappeared, it didn't interest me and I lived happily like never before, I've never been so happy, I didn't have any intrusive thoughts, it didn't influence me. I was able to live my life peacefully but since my girlfriend left me and it's been 1 month I've fallen into a very serious depression and I didn't know about this whole ocd thing back then I just found out and then 0/24 intrusive I became my thoughts.
Hey so I actually have ocd and depression so to an extent I can say I feel you..I rarely did have intrusive thoughts till my bf left me and my depression got worse and it seemed like my ocd came back so damn strong...it wouldn't leave my head, I didn't even want to have to go and seek help because I didn't want to talk to someone and because it was so-ocd..I started avoiding and isolating...long story short I'm on a part to getting myself back but it hurts+ ocd is torture and doesn't get satisfied... we're in this together, with the right approach we can be better
This is exactly how I’ve been feeling
I know it doesn’t seem it, but it will get better. Even when hope can’t be felt, it can still be chosen in faith. Please hold on🌸.
Thank you, I'll try 💪🙂
Hi please don’t give up stay strong. You are not alone. Look here we are. We all have the same problem and we will win. It is just progress. It always past. Just time.. and please don’t fight with your ocd and do t answer it. It is going to help you
Thank you, but that's not it. Hocd And it's very strong. I don't want to be gay. I only desire and want women. But my brain automatically says that when I see someone who I think many women would like or would like, my brain automatically says that I like them.And you have to convince me.
Until now, when I had a girlfriend, my 3-year relationship ended not long ago. I had intrusive thoughts very rarely 1 2, but as it came and went, it passed and I lived my life as I had before, heterosexual.
But after my girlfriend left me, I fell into a severe depression and my OCD became stronger than ever. She almost made me believe that I was, even though I knew I wasn't.
@Lit555 My friend I went through this when I was teen. Trust me. It is ocd not real. So many people has same things. When your brain say would you like or would not don’t aswer it. Just watch the question. Don’t look for answers
@unknown14 It started for me then too, and I was a womanizer even then, and I'm still a womanizer now, and they were never interested in me, so I didn't even think about their son, it came completely randomly and I just carried it with me.
@Lit555 I've never been interested in boys, I never thought of it that way, but I saw a lot of people online who were gay a while ago, and I had an intrusive thought that I said, "I'll be gay too, but I'm not" and boom
@unknown14 Damn this is really starting to hit me and I'm back to reality
Yes, I hope I can overcome it. I know that OCD is a liar, but it's so clever that even if I'm better, it makes me believe that I've accepted it.
It's too strong and I'm scared, it's literally like my brain has been changed or replaced, but I know who I am, what I want and what I feel, but my ocd just suppresses it, it's rainier.At my place
@Lit555 Please please please just try erp. It is going to be hard really hard in the beginning but it will help you. Please try
@unknown14 I will try.
@unknown14 If I remember correctly, my life really started when I was 14. I had a homosexual dream when I was little and I thought it was real, it was a false memory, it affected me so much That's when I started to wonder if I was gay or if I was going to be gay.
@Lit555 This is how my OCD started, then I had intrusive thoughts and a fear of germs. I always took a bath after school and washed my hands constantly, and after a bath I covered myself completely with body spray and when I was done with it I didn't wash my hands I washed my hands again many times my hands were sore from washing them so much I remember my mom even said that to me once
This disease is so scary why did I get this it has affected my whole life since I was little it is so difficult
But this whole thing really had a big impact on my life in 2017.
Living with OCD is a daily challenge that tests my strength and resilience. Some days, it feels like OCD controls my thoughts and actions, affecting my choices and routines. However, I am determined to take back my life. I choose to face these challenges directly, embracing each moment with new confidence and a commitment to personal growth. Every step I take shows my willpower and my desire to overcome the limits that OCD imposes on me.
i’m so tired of everything i can’t take the ocd on top of school life no friends no love never will find good love. i can’t be out publicly i’ll never be in the right body i’ll never be happy and stable i just want to dissapear. I will never escape my ocd and my gender. i can’t do this my entire life.
I feel like my life isn't my own anymore. I live by OCD's rules. I can't ever switch it off. I spend most of my day mentally reviewing and constantly checking myself. I have to do things in a certain way or i dont feel safe. All this time that i've lost and for what? Idk how I let thoughts have so much power over my life and yet here I am. Every day. I can't even get away from it in sleep because i have dreams about it and I wake up anxious if i manage to get any sleep at all. I'm so over it all.
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