- Date posted
- 36w
Psychosis/schizophrenia ocd
I’m looking for support or advice from anyone who’s experienced something similar. I feel disconnected all the time, stuck in a fog of depersonalization and derealization. I’m terrified of losing touch with reality—I avoid watching TV because I’m afraid I’ll think the characters are talking to me, and I constantly monitor my thoughts, worrying I’ll hear voices. My thinking feels slower, scattered, and disorganized. Random words, phrases, or songs pop into my head, and I obsess over them. Even simple tasks or hobbies, like playing video games, feel unfamiliar and overwhelming. I’m having multiple panic attacks daily, with thoughts like, “This is it—I’m about to have a psychotic break.” I’m scared I’ll lose my mind, my relationships, and my ability to function. I’ve been prescribed Risperidone to help with the loud thoughts. Has anyone else experienced this? I’m really struggling to find hope