Eating at night again and crying. I’m a full time student and I work and I’m poor and I can’t afford to eat healthy and I don’t have time to exercise anymore and I’m genuinely heartbroken and miss the gym so fucking much it depresses me and I lost over 30 pounds earlier this year and I’m just in such a rock bottom right now. l o l . I feel heavier. and uglier. and nasty. I hate myself right now. And I’m super lonely and probably not doing anything for Halloween cause all my friends do is party and I don’t drink because I have raging alcoholics in my family ✌?so I feel like some lonely loser

Sneeks

Date posted: 5y

don’t let fatphobia convince you that smaller bodies are more beautiful or more capable bodies. focus on giving your body the love + care it needs to thrive. ?

Lin__

Date posted: 5y

Thank you ?

Sneeks

Date posted: 5y

@Lin__ you’re welcome. i’m so sorry to hear that you can’t afford to eat healthy food. is your family able to support you? also, i totally know what you mean about feeling alienated because you don’t drink. all throughout college i had to come up with creative ways to socialize without alcohol. i’m not sure what year you are, but for me it got easier with time because the newness of drinking culture wore off and my friends wanted to have fun without alcohol more often. ? maybe you can spend this halloween watching spooky films + eating candy corn! alone time is underrated, imo. ?

rlr

Date posted: 5y

of course it’s healthy to exercise and eat nutritious foods, but nobody can do that all the time. it’s totally okay if you can’t or even if u don’t want to sometimes. you’re beautiful however you are! I agree with neeks17, don’t let fatphobic rhetoric make u believe that you have to fit into a certain body type to be considered beautiful

Lin__

Date posted: 5y

Thank you. I just miss exercising bc it makes me feel better and I’m way too tired to do it when I get home everyday now. I’m tryin my best

rlr

Date posted: 5y

@Lin__ well right now your schedule may be tough and busy but it won’t be like that forever! don’t worry, you can make time even if it’s just once a week

Chocolatecoo...

Date posted: 5y

Just know that you are special, beautiful and not a loser! Stay strong! ?

Lin__

Date posted: 5y

THANKS DUDE YOU TOO ????

GummyDrop

Date posted: 5y

Get help soon

Kendallb

Date posted: 5y

You got this regardless of what you look like!!! I know it might seem like you can’t eat healthy on a budget but it’s actually so easy. Basically just think about fruits and vegetables. If you stick to that for the most part, which is a great way to lose weight, you won’t be spending much at all. Vegetables are the least expensive goods you can buy at the store. Hope this helps

Lin__

Date posted: 5y

I’m actually a vegetarian and I’m just too lazy to cook vegetables after I get home which is really bad bc I really need those and I get them frozen now so it’s easier but I’m still so tired but anywho thank you ?

Hanna

Date posted: 5y

Maybe try calisthenics or anything at home when you have time but can’t afford the gym ??stay strong

Lin__

Date posted: 5y

I’m actually still paying for the gym but not going bc I failed my drivers test and something happened w my sister so she got the car that was supposed to be mine and my friends are not healthy lifestylers at all so can’t really catch a ride. Whenever I do stuff at home it’s so unmotivating and I’m so tired I rather just sleep :( but thank you ??

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