- Date posted
- 29w
I’m desperate
I am hoping for some real advice I Have contamination OCD And lots of intrusive thoughts about developing allergies mainly around food and medicine I've also had a physical ailments for the majority of my life that in October, I was diagnosed with Dopamine responsive dystonia, which is kind of like Parkinson's, but basically my body does not make any doubt of me which makes my body turn rock solid I was prescribed medicine that will 95% make me better and I have not been able to bring myself to take it because of my contamination and allergy fears. I'm stuck in this horrible cycle and it's been making my OCD so much worse and the real kicker is my dystonia is fueled by anxiety so when I get anxious, it gets worse and I can't really move which is making me wanna lay in bed all day, but that's a compulsion for me but when I'm not in bed, I physically hurt. I really need to figure out a way to try to start taking this medicine, People in my life just say" Just do it" The problem is I have to take it three times a day every single day so sure I could take one pill but if I react badly, I'm never gonna be able to take another one. I started.NOCD Last week and I'm hopeful, but it seems like the process is gonna be long and I really don't wanna waits...