- Date posted
- 29w
Contamination ocd
Hi guys!!! Any tips how we can live with contamination ocd.. it is so bad that I don’t mind going through other themes.. somehow my falsehood ocd was better than contamination one.. I have a phobia of waste water carrier.. I think they r dirty stuff n contaminate everything .. one came to my place to pump the waste water .. and now I feel everything is contaminated.. I can’t sleep in my room today.. all clothes r dirty!! I see poop.. I smell it everywhere and everything is dirty Ik it is wrong but the fact that my dad gave handshake to the man and help out.. they are all behaving it’s normal.. my mom is sitting on her bed folding clothes despite being so close to the carrier.. when I told her she told me .. I should fear god cause my brother is dead and is rotting in the soil so why should I fear waste!!! My ocd makes me things of my dead brother so much that sometime I feel scared… if I see a skeleton .. my mind will instantly tell me that is my brother and I can’t see any movie where we have a skeleton.. My dad purposely touched my AirPods with his dirty hands.. my AirPods is my most fav things I got when I was studying in London.. I don’t know how to clean myself or everything or what should I do !!!!! Even part of my falsehood is telling me that my window was open when the carrier came m.. I want to wash everything.. curtains clothes and I don’t know what to so anymore!!!! Does anyone have any tips about how I can just cure the contamination ocd!!! Or funnily if I can shift to other themes.. Perhaps my family won’t understand me.. but I do know that the person working in that carrier is a human who has his family to feed.. I don’t ignore them or feel disgusted by them .. but my part of my brain is broken..it sees contamination everywhere.. I am so sorry if my post is hurtful to anyone or any profession.. I was never like this OCD just changed me and am ashamed af