I’ve hade a bad day today kinda of told my person we aren’t dating right now but I told him in just going to focus on my school and let God heal me and see what he does with us I’m so tired idk I kinda give up to ocd today I feel so exhausted pray for me
Yes so don't let this day get to you just sit back and relax do what ever it is you like to do or put on a movie. And everything will be okay and hopefully tomorrow will feel like a better day to you
It's okay to feel exhausted, and it's okay to have a bad day cause we all have bad days. Sometimes I give up to ocd too and I hate it because I dont want to give up. But turn to God and pray and ask him to help guide you through this rough time and help you're relationship.
@Anonymous I’m scared God doesn’t want me in this relationship I’m scared that I don’t want to be there I’m scared that I will cheat
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ Have you spoken to your therapist about this?
@lovedbyJesus Don’t have one
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ If God doesn't want you in that relationship he will give you signs and he will remove you from that table if those people aren't meant for you. Pray and ask him to talk to you, because he is always available to listen.
@Anonymous How do you feel about your partner?
@Anonymous I like him he’s sweet and kind and he loves God most importantly he’s an amazing person
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ Ok then let me ask you. Why are you scared that you will cheat?
@Anonymous My biggest fear is 100% in marriage is adultery because I’m not just hurting my person in hurting God I don’t wanna hurt no one I guess I’m afraid to cheat is because I think I kinda cheated in my last relationship when ending that relationship I feel like idk I guess I’m scared my eyes are gonna wonder yk
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ It's okay, almost everyone's eyes wonder. But it's how we react when they do. You can choose to commit adultery or you can refrain from it. As long as you are faithful to the Lord and your partner you have done nothing wrong.
@Anonymous Love the Lord with all your heart and you will see his love in everything around you. You're pass relationship was a lesson, and God will always give us something we can learn from thats why his path for us isn't a road. It's got hills and turns but we learn something every step if the way. So know that the God loves you and even tho you might make a mistake he will always forgive you.
@Anonymous Yeah hopefully he is god will for me
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ my last boyfriend and I broke up because I was so exhausted and miserable by my ocd. I wanted to follow God and I was so afraid he wasn’t was God had for me. What I wish I would have done differently is wait until I had the help I needed to make such a big decision as breaking up. If i could have just waited a week or two more until I started therapy, my decisions may have been different. If you’re mind is jumbled and you cannot think clearly, it may not be the best time to make such a big decision. That’s not to say God didn’t use it for the best. By you get my point❤️
@lovedbyJesus Idk I’m so tired I’m struggling
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ I completely understand. Sometimes you need a good nap!
@lovedbyJesus I was thinking about that but idk I feel guilty for taking a nap as if I’m escaping
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ rest is biblical! :)
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ Also, I bought a course for fighting ROCD. It’s a Christian course that talks about different myths that feed ROCD and how to fight them with the Word. this course or even her instagram profile might encourage you. it’s @_nofearinlove
@lovedbyJesus So I can rest I get scared god will be upset because I feel like I’m using it as my escape
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ It also says not to be lazy and not sleep too much
@lovedbyJesus Didn’t take a nap but I’m gonna pray right now I’m trying to make myself get up now so I don’t get lazy later I don’t wanna cry though I feel dizzy enough with all the tears that I cried when coming from church
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ I feel like I can relate to you so much.. would you want to exchange instagrams so we can stay in touch?
@lovedbyJesus Sure send me your instagram
@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ @alive.amongthefadingflowers
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@Jesus Is King ☦️❤️ requested to follow you as well :)
@lovedbyJesus I will accept it when I get on instagram trying to stay away from it for a little
my ocd has been all over the place the past few days and it’s really exhausting. it’s convincing me i’m lesbian, im racist, i don’t like my bf, or im dying of 5 different diseases. im so tired. i’ve been more physical and keeping myself busy so im not sure why its acting up. within the past hour my ocd told me that i secretly like girls and i cant date my bf and that im racist bc i didn’t think a guy who is a poc was attractive. i feel like a horrible person and i feel like it won’t stop.
Nearly a week since I stopped in the middle of a compulsion and I still feel stressed and tempted to finish it. My throat, ears, head, chest, legs,arms, my body has been hurting since then. And if I finish it will it stop? But what's stopping me is.. I've been trying to trust God to handle it. Idk what to do rn, Ive been trying to set up a schedule for this week but it ended up not working out so I will try again next week, and School work I'm years behind (I'm in yr 10), I don't rlly have any friends either to help me. But anyways I try not to think about school that much since I have alot more to think about. And I don't even have any talent or anything I want to be I just want to be a good person but I'm horrible I just need to do focus on stuff Like getting closer to God. looking after myself. The OCD thoughts which. I can't do any of these tho because the OCD makes me so stressed I just want to hit the OCD in the face but I can't obviously so I do it to myself, And they make me want to do more to myself but I don't because ✝️ And I don't want to. Anyways I can't even do the basic things to look after yourself, and The OCD thoughts keep saying about death all the time, and illness. I don't like hearing it in my head all the time I can't do anything properly. And Those thoughts are active when I try read the Bible. Even when I used an audio bible. And a app where u read 1 verse at a time it's still hard. But basically what do I do My throat keeps feeling weird like burning without the feeling hot ughhshsheh I don't want to go back into that life when I was 12-13 where I was worrying about my health and checking with doctor all the time
I’m so tired of having ocd I’m tired
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