- Date posted
- 27w
Emotional contamination (transformation) OCD
Hello, I wonder if it is a common OCD type because i rarely see people talking about this specific theme. So I have always been afraid to change into some people i don't like mentally or physically. It flares time to time and it flared again. I avoid these people's names specific numbers which i relate with them etc. Every time I hear the name of that person my mind is like it is a sign. Now ever since I developed bets and coincidences OCD it became unberable. I know it is impossible magically to turn into someone but my mind goes wild and crazy. It convinces me even though i see myself normal and like myself in the mirror, people might percive me differently as people I don't like. Those people I develop a fear to turn into are mostly people which I consider unattractive or dumb (I know it is morally wrong but again my brain). I wonder if anyone else has the same fear of turning into someone they don't like?