- Date posted
- 27w
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Sometimes I had some relationship OCD and then I didnāt qualify for contamination OCD however I know in relationships partners like to be close and drink out of each others cup. My partner was thirsty and getting very hot and he asked for my drink and I gave it to him he felt better and I am so beyound happy he did! I feel a lot of shame admitting this, he told me I could have my drink back and I said thank you! š He noticed I didnāt drink it because in my mind it says it is contaminated and I felt extremely bad that he noticed so I got a piece of gum to distracte us I then had to spit out the gum because it wasnāt a good flavor then my brain told me well⦠( Ms.OCD) said if I donāt drink it it will hurt his feelings and then that means I donāt like him and then I drink it then I spiraled from there lol š I am so sorry it wasnāt a weird funny story I was wondering if anyone else can relate? I was wondering if there is any advice I can please have? Thank you so much!! Please write down something in the comments if you are struggling because I want to help you all as well!! Thank you!!