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@Anonymous I appreciate you talking to me😭🙏I just got this app and am not able to use the therapy feature yet but being able to talk to others about this stuff is already helping so much. We got this!!

@Anonymous I think a lot of it recently has been intrusive thoughts about violent things, like in dreams sometimes or just on a regular basis. I’m in a new relationship which has been difficult as well because I keep feeling anxious that I dont actually like my partner or that I’m manipulating them because I avoid intimacy and things like that. I do like them, I just keep getting a lot of negative thoughts about the physical aspect of it and also that I might be a horrible person and manipulating them. Luckily they also have OCD so they definitely understand the struggle but it still doesn’t help with the guilt. Also another big thing was being able to eat. For several years I had a hard time consuming meat and animal products because of violent intrusive thoughts. It’s better than it was before but it still makes me nauseous sometimes seeing animal organs in dissection labs or real human cadavers for labs as well. I feel like avoiding putting myself in a situation to see dead things or stuff like that has made it easier to eat but it still comes back from time to time. And then there’s just the rituals and repetition that gets tiring too. Sorry for the dump, those were just things I thought of right off the bat, but it feels good to talk to people who understand it a bit.

@Anonymous Thank you for your support! I appreciate everything u said and it made me feel a bit at ease, I’m wishing the best for you as well!