Feels like the end of the world

thank you. i just feel like i don't even deserve anyone's kindness because i feel like a bad horrible awful person. i feel like im being watched and it's only a matter of time before my life falls apart. i wish i was born as someone else :( but thank you for your kindness🫂. im currently watching friends ha ha

@moon027097 I totally get that. I'm going through a really rough time right now, too. We'll get through this... Try not to let OCD convince you that you're not deserving of kindness, love, and happiness. You are, and it might not feel like it now, but hopefully, one day, it will. Enjoy watching friends! I haven't seen it, but I've heard it's a good show :)

@nae nae sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time as well🫂 i hope you have a nice movie/show to watch as well❤️‍🩹 friends is great if you're looking for a pick-me-up. it's got some humour but some earnest moments too. the friendship between the characters is very endearing but they are a little silly sometimes lol. what are you doing rn to take your mind off things?🤍

@moon027097 I'll definitely have to give it a watch sometime!! Right now, I'm just looking for a book to read. I used to read constantly, but I hadn't in a while, so I thought I'd find something. I used to be really into mystery or thrillers, but now I'm more of a fantasy or romance girlie lol

@nae nae it's been helping keep my mind off things but i feel like ive been watching so much of it it's going to be over soon then idk what i'll do with myself afterwards lol i love fantasy and thriller as well!! may a good book reveal itself to you🤞🏽🫶🏽

@moon027097 Then it'll be time for a rewatch lol! And, thank you! I hope so. Any recommendations? :)

@nae nae what are the names of books that you've liked in the past? maybe it can help me gauge what to recommend you if i can. i really love the percy jackson series (yes i know it's for young teens/YA but it's a comfort read as i first read it when i was 10/11 lol). i really liked reading the cruel prince series (maybe you've heard of it on social media). suddenly my mind has blanked of all the books i've read lol

@moon027097 Ooh, I've read the cruel prince, but I haven't gotten to the rest of the series. That's a good one. I'm really into Greek mythology, but surprisingly, I haven't read any of the percy jackson books. Honestly, i'm blanking on books I've read, too lol. I read the shatter me series, and while it's not life-changing, it's entertaining and it took me like a couple of days to get through. Book lovers is a romance my friend recommended me, and that was good. Another book I enjoyed was the secret history.

@nae nae I really enjoyed circe by madeline miller, it's an adult book i think and it's quite serious, but i think it's really beautifully written. some really profound excerpts from that book. maybe you'd enjoy it since it's a myth retelling. i'd recommend continuing the cruel prince trilogy. it's really good! in my opinion at least lol. for another fantasy rec, i really enjoyed the 'a daughter of smoke and bone' trilogy by laini taylor. i hope these are decent recs, i always seem to go blank when someone asks about books ha ha 🩵

@moon027097 Me too lol thank you so much for the recommendations!! 🤭 I definitely should continue the cruel prince trilogy. I've heard it gets really good. I've heard great things about circe. Haven't heard a daughter of smoke and bone, but I'll definitely check it out!!