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Horror movie
Having ocd that I’m gonna become this horror movie guy, how do I fix this lol it’s crazy
Having ocd that I’m gonna become this horror movie guy, how do I fix this lol it’s crazy
It's just a movie. You are not the monster you see on screen, and you never will be. In the future, try to watch movies which are more positive/uplifting. Or at least watch movies where the protagonist is a good person. I used to watch a lot of crime shows, until I started fearing that I would become like the violent criminals I saw on screen. So I stopped watching crime shows. If horror movies are triggering you, you should avoid watching them.
You could check out this book “Overcoming Harm OCD” by Jon Hershfield https://www.amazon.com/Overcoming-Harm-OCD-Mindfulness-Unwanted/dp/1684031478/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?crid=2UBL3JM216JVA&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.fwPOeL0tZ_puseq_zFg089uW_FtO9Qlj2ED09-44acitrzIf5eCigcApN-udAA4FZis1MAF_XZDKICSJSbD2UhkxSryT0YMb9zfhPMfUcBIiyU3Mw-seSVOE2u7Ay4q8P0yRISQL3XRoB50ZYYax59okopmelf9YmUXRCxdzMVZSVbioJ0gbvci9UNUNAZP2lREcI_z8b4zELwiqV7qnWQ.DeljZ9lUHvUZin7L45rxcOCQd0ffLsOK7Am7VLyaFkU&dib_tag=se&keywords=overcoming+harm+ocd&qid=1740619654&sprefix=overcoming+harm%2Caps%2C190&sr=8-1
Hi, the best thing to do is not try to fix it, as that actually makes our thoughts worse. Try watching the movie and sitting with the thoughts that you might become it. In ERP therapy, I started by watching at least 10 minutes (as much as I could tolerate) and sat with the distress.
What would it mean to be a horror movie guy? Would it be triggering? One line I often say is that a person who writes for horror films and a person with OCD could have the exact same image, and the person with OCD will start to do a compulsion while the person who writes horror films will write a scene about the image and put it into a movie and make millions of dollars.
Listen, horror movies are awesome! I love them. I'm a horror movie guy myself. Have been since I was a kid. In fact, I write them professionally RIGHT NOW. There's nothing wrong with them. Embrace your love of horror -- loving them says nothing about your values. The amount of times I've heard people say "Wow, what must be wrong with people who write horror movies? Their minds must be so twisted." As someone who writes horror movies, my argument is A) it's art so who cares and B) if anything, folks who love/write horror are actually processing their complicated, messy, scary feelings instead of holding them inside. Honestly, horror people are probably more in touch with the totality of their being... While this is only half applicable here, it's such a funny saying I have to share: It's not the people who write horror movies you have to be worried about, it's the people who write rom-coms.
So I have harm ocd for sure and I get triggered by some m1rder cases like for some reason my brain gets latched to them and the perpetrators my brain goes ‘what if they’d find you attractive’ ‘would you be one of their victims’ and it feels like they’re watching me, if that makes sense, like they’re watching me, is this a symptom of any type of OCD? Please no judgement I’m super scared and I hate that my brain does this
I'm going to film school and starting to write horror movies. My obsession is that I'm scared of being a bad person of making my characters becoming a predator on younger characters. But that's also horror like...? I obviously won't make them like a literal baby. But I have this horror idea and I just feel bad. Idk how I'm gonna write this shit without having OCD. For example junji ito collection tomine is somewhat of a predator and the ice cream man. And they're both really good horror stories!! even Pennywise!! And people love Pennywise?!! Any advice for Creating horror with OCD themes like pocd and such?
I dont know whats going on. I dont know if its OCD anymore. I know it was in the beginning. Ive been through a lot of trauma and had one little scary thought of killing my sister 4 months ago that has blossomed into this giant idea of me being a serial killer and wanting to hurt everyone (I never had any social issues growing up but I have had some trauma). Recently I’ve been having urges to just give in. And my mental images have been horrible and I can’t stop checking if I like them or not. I think I’ve convinced myself I have. This morning I woke up a shaking mess with an urge to unalive my family and when my mom left for work I was alone with my sister and couldnt stop vomiting uncontrollably. I dont know if i’m upset because I cant hurt anyone and I want to, or if I’m scared and just want my old life back. I was an avid horror and gore lover and now I’m convinced I want to do the things I’ve seen in the movies. Someone please help. I’m ready to check into the psych ward.
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