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Horror movie
Having ocd that I’m gonna become this horror movie guy, how do I fix this lol it’s crazy
Having ocd that I’m gonna become this horror movie guy, how do I fix this lol it’s crazy
It's just a movie. You are not the monster you see on screen, and you never will be. In the future, try to watch movies which are more positive/uplifting. Or at least watch movies where the protagonist is a good person. I used to watch a lot of crime shows, until I started fearing that I would become like the violent criminals I saw on screen. So I stopped watching crime shows. If horror movies are triggering you, you should avoid watching them.
You could check out this book “Overcoming Harm OCD” by Jon Hershfield https://www.amazon.com/Overcoming-Harm-OCD-Mindfulness-Unwanted/dp/1684031478/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?crid=2UBL3JM216JVA&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.fwPOeL0tZ_puseq_zFg089uW_FtO9Qlj2ED09-44acitrzIf5eCigcApN-udAA4FZis1MAF_XZDKICSJSbD2UhkxSryT0YMb9zfhPMfUcBIiyU3Mw-seSVOE2u7Ay4q8P0yRISQL3XRoB50ZYYax59okopmelf9YmUXRCxdzMVZSVbioJ0gbvci9UNUNAZP2lREcI_z8b4zELwiqV7qnWQ.DeljZ9lUHvUZin7L45rxcOCQd0ffLsOK7Am7VLyaFkU&dib_tag=se&keywords=overcoming+harm+ocd&qid=1740619654&sprefix=overcoming+harm%2Caps%2C190&sr=8-1
Hi, the best thing to do is not try to fix it, as that actually makes our thoughts worse. Try watching the movie and sitting with the thoughts that you might become it. In ERP therapy, I started by watching at least 10 minutes (as much as I could tolerate) and sat with the distress.
What would it mean to be a horror movie guy? Would it be triggering? One line I often say is that a person who writes for horror films and a person with OCD could have the exact same image, and the person with OCD will start to do a compulsion while the person who writes horror films will write a scene about the image and put it into a movie and make millions of dollars.
Listen, horror movies are awesome! I love them. I'm a horror movie guy myself. Have been since I was a kid. In fact, I write them professionally RIGHT NOW. There's nothing wrong with them. Embrace your love of horror -- loving them says nothing about your values. The amount of times I've heard people say "Wow, what must be wrong with people who write horror movies? Their minds must be so twisted." As someone who writes horror movies, my argument is A) it's art so who cares and B) if anything, folks who love/write horror are actually processing their complicated, messy, scary feelings instead of holding them inside. Honestly, horror people are probably more in touch with the totality of their being... While this is only half applicable here, it's such a funny saying I have to share: It's not the people who write horror movies you have to be worried about, it's the people who write rom-coms.
So for as long as I’ve been alive I’ve loved horror/ thriller movies and books. I really only enjoy reading thriller books. Since my harm ocd hit I have slowly started back reading thriller again, but I have to check for triggers before each one I read. There’s been a few books that I was really loving that I had to stop reading because something that would trigger my ocd would come up ( my theme is going crazy becoming dangerous , schizophrenia etc ) so if a character in a book starts hearing voices or something, I get so anxious. I want to be able to read and watch horror / thrillers again. Do I simply need to just continue reading / watching and sit with the anxiety?
I’ve been triggered so bad this week I’ve had bad anxiety and feel depression coming on. Last night I had a thought oh let’s plan it and I immediately thought why would I think that and started crying bad. I’ve had these thoughts for 7 months I really don’t know why I’m having these thoughts, if I knew I would work on it. Like people say has something happened in your life for you to have these thoughts and nothing has happened, it all started off from what if thoughts , like “what if I’m a psycho” because I saw this fb post saying introverts are more likely to become psychopaths and it all spiralled from there I started getting thoughts about harm towards others and myself. What do you think guys should I treat it like ocd or do you think there’s something seriously wrong with me.
How do fellow OCD people feel about horror? I feel like us OCD people have such high anxiety and intrusive disturbing thoughts that i assume a lot of us ignore or avoid horror. I find that i love it but my OCD doesn’t. It’s good exposure. I also feel emotional dysregulation so it intensifies the experience.
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