Hi

I don't like talking on this app because I like my privacy

@Anonymous But I really want to talk and thank you

@Anonymous I understand! At the moment I think I would prefer talking on this app, at least at the moment. Maybe we can start talking here, and perhaps sometime we can find a way to talk more privately? I do want you to have a way to talk to someone! I really wish this app had a direct message option.

@Anonymous So would you be okay to talk about some of the things on here for now? (Idk if it helps, but I really don't think people will read a post that's over a day old. Plus, you can delete your messages after I've responded to them if you want)

@Anonymous Tbh there's so much going on in my life is chaotic

@Anonymous Well, I'm here to listen to any of it that you want to say! :) And keep in mind that if you want me to delete my comments as well for privacy reasons, just let me know!

@Anonymous Tbh I hardly go to school, my mom is okay with me not going so I'll tell her I doesn't want to go and she let me stay at home, so I hate school and school makes my mental health worse and to make it worse it's an all girls school so I feel bad when I don't go because I want to be motivated to go everyday, my mom is sometimes toxic so she'll always be arguing or complaining or saying hurtful stuff so I tend to get away from it, I actually enjoy getting away from the house just to get breeze and she allows me to go to my boyfriend so to get away I'm normally at my boyfriends house I like being around them but I'm 16 so I that's not the lifestyle I want to live however I can't stop because it gives me peace to not be around the arguing or back n forth, I don't have friends and I'm scared to make friends and when I do get friends I'm always third wheeling or getting left out, ocd makes everything worse and I don't think I got the time to know myself, I feel like I grew up loving attention or did things for attention and I always tried to be like people or follow what ppl did, and it's so tiring because Im so young yet I feel like I never got to be myself

@Anonymous I hear you. I'm sure that must be very difficult to go through, and I'm sorry. It sounds like a complex situation. My dad is toxic, but I don't see him too much these days. I have difficulty with friends too, and I also tend to look for attention. I'm glad you are able to find some peace! When you said "that's not the lifestyle I want to live", what do you mean by that, if I may ask? I'm here to listen.

@Anonymous I don't want to live the lifestyle of just going to my boyfriend and not going to school or be at my boyfriend everytime

@Anonymous I see! I understand what you mean!

@Anonymous I believe that you can live how you want to, but it's also important to be understanding toward yourself. It makes sense to want to be around someone who supports you -- I know I do! Anyway, I hear you, I see how it must be difficult for you, and I'm listening :)