- Date posted
- 26w
Depression Song
When I Fall ~ Katy Nicole
When I Fall ~ Katy Nicole
Lord, I can't find You right now And everything is crashing down I'm losing faith and falling into my doubts How long will I have to fight Just for me to stay alive I know You're there, God please Just meet me here tonight My God, I'm tired of trying to be okay I've prayed all the prayers I have to pray Please don't leave me lonely My God, I need You to hold me My God, I'm losing all the hope I got I'm far beyond the point of being lost I've tried, but I can't let go 'Cause God, You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall There's hardly air in my lungs With all the damage that's been done Lord, please sustain me now I know You are enough My God, I'm tired of trying to be okay I've prayed all the prayers I have to pray Please don't leave me lonely My God, I need You to hold me My God, I'm losing all the hope I got I'm far beyond the point of being lost I've tried but I can't let go 'Cause God, You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall Lord, please help me now My soul is crying out My God, I'm tired of trying to be okay I've prayed all the prayers I have to pray Please don't leave me lonely My God, I need You to hold me My God, I'm losing all the hope I got I'm far beyond the point of being lost I've tried but I can't let go 'Cause God, You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall
This is awesome! Did you write this?
Nah, just copied the lyrics. It's a wonderful song. I do write music, I just can't sing because of the pain I'm in
@đ¤SavageGirlđ¤ Well thank you for sharing! I hope you can find healing and get back to doing the things you enjoy.
@Courtney23 - Of course, and thank you
I feel like a horrible person who doesnât deserve to live. So even when I start feeling better I feel like I donât deserve that. I just feel like a bad person who doesnât care about anyone
I usually would say Iâve never been depressed , but recently in my life since my anxiety/ocd has been so bad and having relationship problems Iâm feeling kinda sad / stressed. I keep getting scared of being depressed I keep having intrusive thoughts of â youâd would be better off if you werenât livingâ â I donât wanna live if itâs like thisâ and itâs just scaring me đ
Afraid to tell people about when I'm down. I've been told that certain people don't want to hang out with me because if I encounter a trigger then my mood changes and makes everybody else be down too. To me, this means I have to hide what I'm feeling because they don't want to deal with it. I should be able to openly talk to these people without judgments and without worrying if they'll get tired of my condition. I grew up with one of the people who told me that and she used to be depressed. Never did I feel like I wanted to distance myself when she was feeling down so how could someone say that to me. I feel like I don't have anybody to talk to anymore. One of the other people who told me that is my mom and she has said before that I'm lucky that they are still with me because anyone else would have left a long time ago. I feel like I'll never find someone who wants to stay with me because they won't want to deal with my sadness and the depression that ocd brings me. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't. My family and I were gonna go to the beach but I started feeling really sad all of the sudden. last night my brother looked down so at night I blew him a kiss and the my mom was like go give her a hug to him but hugging and physical touch makes me uncomfortable because of my ocd and she knows that and not only did it bother me that she kept insisting despite all the times I've told her jsut that but it bothered me most that she kept insisting with him right there. I don't want to make him feel bad or feel like I'm not hugging him bc it's him. and idk but I couldn't go to sleep until I explained that to him so I had sent him a text last night before either went to bed. and then I explained in person today earlier too and I told my mom over the phone since she was out all day about how it bothered me and that it bothers me as it is because I'm an affectionate person and the ocd takes that away from me constantly I don't need her to keep pushing me to do what makes me uncomfortable you know? but odk why I suddenly got a wave of sadness now but I didn't want to bring the mood down at the beach and I also kinda just needed to be alone and cry alone
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