- Date posted
- 23w
Depression Song
When I Fall ~ Katy Nicole
When I Fall ~ Katy Nicole
Lord, I can't find You right now And everything is crashing down I'm losing faith and falling into my doubts How long will I have to fight Just for me to stay alive I know You're there, God please Just meet me here tonight My God, I'm tired of trying to be okay I've prayed all the prayers I have to pray Please don't leave me lonely My God, I need You to hold me My God, I'm losing all the hope I got I'm far beyond the point of being lost I've tried, but I can't let go 'Cause God, You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall There's hardly air in my lungs With all the damage that's been done Lord, please sustain me now I know You are enough My God, I'm tired of trying to be okay I've prayed all the prayers I have to pray Please don't leave me lonely My God, I need You to hold me My God, I'm losing all the hope I got I'm far beyond the point of being lost I've tried but I can't let go 'Cause God, You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall Lord, please help me now My soul is crying out My God, I'm tired of trying to be okay I've prayed all the prayers I have to pray Please don't leave me lonely My God, I need You to hold me My God, I'm losing all the hope I got I'm far beyond the point of being lost I've tried but I can't let go 'Cause God, You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall You catch me when I fall
This is awesome! Did you write this?
Nah, just copied the lyrics. It's a wonderful song. I do write music, I just can't sing because of the pain I'm in
@š¤SavageGirlš¤ Well thank you for sharing! I hope you can find healing and get back to doing the things you enjoy.
@Courtney23 - Of course, and thank you
My mental health is declining due to ocd. Itās like a huge mix between ocd episode and depression wave. I feel weak and hopeless. I wanna cry. Iām exhausted . I feel like Iāve lost myself again.
Tw- hell, torture, die To experience hell twice Sounds like my joy ride To continue living in my headspace Not getting adjusted to a new setting Not having to squint my eyes And readjust to the light After living in the dark for so long Hell does not scare me It sounds too familiar But heaven does I am afraid I will never be enough I cannot have enough faith Or enough compassion Nor can I be selfless I am afraid of loosing my last bit of sanity Trying to go against my ruined flesh Bringing everything to the surface and having to face the mess I've become So let me take the easier path Let me burn in hell Torture feels more welcoming either way How can my heart ever fathom love When my heart has turned dark I'm afraid of being scolded And told I'm such a mess (Honestly how I'm feeling rn!)
Just wanted to jump on here and express how I have felt lately. The past 5 to 6 months have been pretty excruciating. I conquered OCD 5 years ago and for some reason, it has slipped back and took over my life again. More so the depression that came along with it. Is there anyone else out there that has returned to rock bottom where they once fully climbed themselves out of?
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